cupidsvictim

so, i just got back from a party. nothing fancy, i left kinda early. but all these people were gangin' up on me and joking about how i'm too much like a guy. that i should have been born a guy.
reasons:
1) i apparently have a fear of commitment
2) girls usually don't like me. alot of them won't even get to know me! they jusy don't like me!
3) the whole comic book and twilight zone thing...
4)i like casual sex
5) 99% of my friends are guys
6) i don't want babies.
7) i don't like cats.
8) i'm not big on gossip

ugh... i could go on and on, but it would just depress me. i should take up knitting or something. i dunno. i'm super girly, though. i just realized they were right when i made like three references to twilight zone episodes.

jesus. i'm gonna go hang myself now. now that i realize i don't even fit in with my own gender.
i really wish i did, though. i try...