today could have been better. nothing bad happened, really - just kind of a low-point. Being alone (as much as it seemed appealing 2 weeks ago) all day sent me on a one way trip to bummersville. I miss someone I know I can't/shouldn't be with so fucking much it stings. i love her and I'm furious w/ her at the same time. I just gotta face it, ride it out coz I know it'll pass, but it's really fucking unpleasant right here&now. What hurts the most I suppose is that the second chances are all used up and it's REALLY over now. Everybody wants closure, but when you finally get it... OUCH!
And yeah, I'm fucking drunk. Imagine that.
a broken heart and a beat-to-hell liver,
-alex cuervo
(too apathetic to include the obligatory band link. ... . . . ugh)
And yeah, I'm fucking drunk. Imagine that.
a broken heart and a beat-to-hell liver,
-alex cuervo
(too apathetic to include the obligatory band link. ... . . . ugh)
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i miss you too. it's been waaaay too long. you just seem so sad, i wish i could give ya a big hug. and an almond milk tea!
!!!