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Hard Liquor for the Fevered Ego

I am a pubic curl of lint drowning in the juice of a fuzzy navel,
a spot aiming to be spectated against a background of black,
angry souls pitched against the brick walls of societys halls.

Black not as in skin but as in blacklisted,
spider-kissed by domestic long-neck drafts of controversy,
and black as in blowin in the...
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adelina:
I have a big red spider bite on my knee right now frown
thefuckoffkid:
Measured purely by activity, your thread (you know which one) has been a resounding success! Well done. smile
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So...

I'm cast into the waters of confusion once more, dodging pirates and rocky cliffs and fishing around my mind/heart/soul/etc. for some glimmer of something.

Girl troubles, what else right?

Long-distance + Secluded Girl + Declerations of Apology but Necessity of/for Seclusion = Confused Boy = Me.
5alvani:
wow, you even confused me!.. have you talked things through with her?.. yeah, i know that is obvious... but i mean truly said everything that had to be said? and maybe some more...

I am smile about your radio show!.. where do you go to school (if i may ask that is)?

and finally i think that you have no need for the skin dealership...smilewink

take care confused boy!
5alvani:
I didnt take it as it being about ugly, but then again i didnt take it as it being about being white... i took it as you trying to say that being yourself was hard and wanted to have an escape for just a while.. sorry..
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I've got my own radio show at the campus station now, yipee!

Although I can't play anything with profanity, explicit drug references, or heavy sexual innuendo.

Still... I can whip out all that Autechre...
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Another day, another slam.

I went to another Poetry Slam last night, and I did fairly well for myself. Made it to the second round this time, although I think that I ended up in 5th place since everyone in the second round scored better than I did.

Although that's not saying a great deal, because practially no scores were under 9.0. Besides, I blame...
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spikybluegirl:
ah, commentlove. it's a very kinky and complicated process. hehe. actually, Stacie just usually doesn't comment on my journal, so yeah... commentlove.
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The Skin Dealership Wont Return My Calls and Its Starting to Hurt My Feelings

My skin was imported from Germany,
shipped across a Trans-Atlantic Autobahn into my mothers womb and
custom-fitted to my fetusical-form, factory guaranteed to stretch though adolescence.

The catalogue read weiss,
but a pinch or two of sand must have fallen into the gears of translation
as my fleshy coveralls reflected more...
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evildesade:
Man, you have a lot to say.

But you're alright.

lol

-The Marquis
5alvani:
You are in no need of the skin dealership... wink
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I went to a poetry SLAM tonight, and the poem that I read placed me a mere two tenths of a point away from the top three and the second round.

A crime that was noted not just by myself but also by the host who asked me to come up and read again anyway even though I didn't score well enough to earn a...
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The End of American Consumerism as We Know It (And I Feel Fine)

Jacob hoisted the animals two by two into his party barge,
because two weeks past a burning Big Mac spoke to him this warning:
Beware, Job, a smoldering rain of caffiongenic Coca-Cola shall
drip slowly upon the Earth for fore score and, yada-yada-yada, right?

So Jacob built a roof for his party...
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5alvani:
Nice mix of contemporary and biblical allusions.....smile
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I've been insane for about a week or two.

Yes, yes.

Fortunately, I've recovered and no longer am under the chaotic spin of my emotions. I truly detest emotions. They transform me into something other than myself. I became a pile of pieces of person on the floor and some feet stepping around in it whenever my emotions take over.

Not a party and a...
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ophelia:
I had someone talk to me yesterday and say that they were impressed that I was still sane after the life that I've had up to this point.
I laughed. It's like everything that's happening is happening to someone else and I just disconnect myself from everything until it calms down. *I* haven't lived through anything, I've just watched me living through it.
grendel_kin:
i like this idea.... an equality of suffering through a contemporary life as a new found utopia.

.......thanks for organizing the group read, my man. i
am going to throw you on to my friends list and feel welcome to do the same. looking forward to the read.

sanity is over rated....hope for stability...or even functionality.
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I've now officially thrown my theory-reading ass into the feminist discussion.
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Friday night I had a very lovely and drawn out three-hour (or so) conversation with Anna, where a few somewhat tender words were exchanged, the details of which will remain my providence (unless you really HAVE to know, then you could email me I guess).

I can't believe that I'm turning this journal into a "look at my romantic interactions" thing. I actually commented in...
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