Hard Liquor for the Fevered Ego
I am a pubic curl of lint drowning in the juice of a fuzzy navel,
a spot aiming to be spectated against a background of black,
angry souls pitched against the brick walls of societys halls.
Black not as in skin but as in blacklisted,
spider-kissed by domestic long-neck drafts of controversy,
and black as in blowin in the...
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I am a pubic curl of lint drowning in the juice of a fuzzy navel,
a spot aiming to be spectated against a background of black,
angry souls pitched against the brick walls of societys halls.
Black not as in skin but as in blacklisted,
spider-kissed by domestic long-neck drafts of controversy,
and black as in blowin in the...
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adelina:
I have a big red spider bite on my knee right now 

thefuckoffkid:
Measured purely by activity, your thread (you know which one) has been a resounding success! Well done. 

So...
I'm cast into the waters of confusion once more, dodging pirates and rocky cliffs and fishing around my mind/heart/soul/etc. for some glimmer of something.
Girl troubles, what else right?
Long-distance + Secluded Girl + Declerations of Apology but Necessity of/for Seclusion = Confused Boy = Me.
I'm cast into the waters of confusion once more, dodging pirates and rocky cliffs and fishing around my mind/heart/soul/etc. for some glimmer of something.
Girl troubles, what else right?
Long-distance + Secluded Girl + Declerations of Apology but Necessity of/for Seclusion = Confused Boy = Me.
5alvani:
wow, you even confused me!.. have you talked things through with her?.. yeah, i know that is obvious... but i mean truly said everything that had to be said? and maybe some more...
I am
about your radio show!.. where do you go to school (if i may ask that is)?
and finally i think that you have no need for the skin dealership...
take care confused boy!
I am

and finally i think that you have no need for the skin dealership...


take care confused boy!
5alvani:
I didnt take it as it being about ugly, but then again i didnt take it as it being about being white... i took it as you trying to say that being yourself was hard and wanted to have an escape for just a while.. sorry..
I've got my own radio show at the campus station now, yipee!
Although I can't play anything with profanity, explicit drug references, or heavy sexual innuendo.
Still... I can whip out all that Autechre...
Although I can't play anything with profanity, explicit drug references, or heavy sexual innuendo.
Still... I can whip out all that Autechre...
Another day, another slam.
I went to another Poetry Slam last night, and I did fairly well for myself. Made it to the second round this time, although I think that I ended up in 5th place since everyone in the second round scored better than I did.
Although that's not saying a great deal, because practially no scores were under 9.0. Besides, I blame...
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I went to another Poetry Slam last night, and I did fairly well for myself. Made it to the second round this time, although I think that I ended up in 5th place since everyone in the second round scored better than I did.
Although that's not saying a great deal, because practially no scores were under 9.0. Besides, I blame...
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spikybluegirl:
ah, commentlove. it's a very kinky and complicated process. hehe. actually, Stacie just usually doesn't comment on my journal, so yeah... commentlove.
The Skin Dealership Wont Return My Calls and Its Starting to Hurt My Feelings
My skin was imported from Germany,
shipped across a Trans-Atlantic Autobahn into my mothers womb and
custom-fitted to my fetusical-form, factory guaranteed to stretch though adolescence.
The catalogue read weiss,
but a pinch or two of sand must have fallen into the gears of translation
as my fleshy coveralls reflected more...
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My skin was imported from Germany,
shipped across a Trans-Atlantic Autobahn into my mothers womb and
custom-fitted to my fetusical-form, factory guaranteed to stretch though adolescence.
The catalogue read weiss,
but a pinch or two of sand must have fallen into the gears of translation
as my fleshy coveralls reflected more...
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evildesade:
Man, you have a lot to say.
But you're alright.
lol
-The Marquis
But you're alright.
lol
-The Marquis
5alvani:
You are in no need of the skin dealership... 

I went to a poetry SLAM tonight, and the poem that I read placed me a mere two tenths of a point away from the top three and the second round.
A crime that was noted not just by myself but also by the host who asked me to come up and read again anyway even though I didn't score well enough to earn a...
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A crime that was noted not just by myself but also by the host who asked me to come up and read again anyway even though I didn't score well enough to earn a...
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The End of American Consumerism as We Know It (And I Feel Fine)
Jacob hoisted the animals two by two into his party barge,
because two weeks past a burning Big Mac spoke to him this warning:
Beware, Job, a smoldering rain of caffiongenic Coca-Cola shall
drip slowly upon the Earth for fore score and, yada-yada-yada, right?
So Jacob built a roof for his party...
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Jacob hoisted the animals two by two into his party barge,
because two weeks past a burning Big Mac spoke to him this warning:
Beware, Job, a smoldering rain of caffiongenic Coca-Cola shall
drip slowly upon the Earth for fore score and, yada-yada-yada, right?
So Jacob built a roof for his party...
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5alvani:
Nice mix of contemporary and biblical allusions.....

I've been insane for about a week or two.
Yes, yes.
Fortunately, I've recovered and no longer am under the chaotic spin of my emotions. I truly detest emotions. They transform me into something other than myself. I became a pile of pieces of person on the floor and some feet stepping around in it whenever my emotions take over.
Not a party and a...
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Yes, yes.
Fortunately, I've recovered and no longer am under the chaotic spin of my emotions. I truly detest emotions. They transform me into something other than myself. I became a pile of pieces of person on the floor and some feet stepping around in it whenever my emotions take over.
Not a party and a...
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ophelia:
I had someone talk to me yesterday and say that they were impressed that I was still sane after the life that I've had up to this point.
I laughed. It's like everything that's happening is happening to someone else and I just disconnect myself from everything until it calms down. *I* haven't lived through anything, I've just watched me living through it.
I laughed. It's like everything that's happening is happening to someone else and I just disconnect myself from everything until it calms down. *I* haven't lived through anything, I've just watched me living through it.
grendel_kin:
i like this idea.... an equality of suffering through a contemporary life as a new found utopia.
.......thanks for organizing the group read, my man. i
am going to throw you on to my friends list and feel welcome to do the same. looking forward to the read.
sanity is over rated....hope for stability...or even functionality.
.......thanks for organizing the group read, my man. i
am going to throw you on to my friends list and feel welcome to do the same. looking forward to the read.
sanity is over rated....hope for stability...or even functionality.
I've now officially thrown my theory-reading ass into the feminist discussion.
Friday night I had a very lovely and drawn out three-hour (or so) conversation with Anna, where a few somewhat tender words were exchanged, the details of which will remain my providence (unless you really HAVE to know, then you could email me I guess).
I can't believe that I'm turning this journal into a "look at my romantic interactions" thing. I actually commented in...
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I can't believe that I'm turning this journal into a "look at my romantic interactions" thing. I actually commented in...
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