i really dislike myself right now (read as: i fucking hate the person that i am right now and have no idea how or when i let myself become an asshole)...
i always want to help my friends, but it recently seems like when i try to help, i tend to do more harm than help... this is a fairly recent development that i i really dislike (at least i hope it's recent). and of course since i'm me (and have issues anyway), it makes me hate me.
also, i broke my hand because i was stupid.
so, if you're reading this, stay away from me. i suck (for a number of reasons).
i always want to help my friends, but it recently seems like when i try to help, i tend to do more harm than help... this is a fairly recent development that i i really dislike (at least i hope it's recent). and of course since i'm me (and have issues anyway), it makes me hate me.
also, i broke my hand because i was stupid.
so, if you're reading this, stay away from me. i suck (for a number of reasons).
btw, this was meant as a rant, nothing more... if you read it, i'm sorry for wasting your time