Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

cubistic

White-trashville, Oregon. AKA, McMinnville

Member Since 2003

Followers 6 Following 7

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Saturday Nov 04, 2006

Nov 4, 2006
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
You know what?... Probably not, so I'll fill you in.

First of all, I broke my hand quite badly (the x-ray is in my pics section) a few days ago, so i now have to wear a silly-looking splint in order to retain long-term use of my pinky.


Also, I'm all hating life and depressed and shit, so all zero (or so) people who read this will have the honour of reading my favorite poetry from my angsty high school days. Here goes:




I look at myself in the mirror,
Not knowing what I'll see.
The face that stares back seems foreign;
Old, worn, and weathered.
It isn't me that looks back,
It's a stranger, like someone
I once met at a party.

A party -
A place for revelry;
A place for free-spirited fun,
Not a place to find love.
So why am I searching for it there?
Because I have used up all other options.
I am desparate, and lonely.

Lonliness can drive a man insane.
Having noone to talk to,
It can drive a man to insanity
And to desperation.
I am insane and desparate;
I need someone who cares for me,
Someone who likes me for who I am.

Who am I though?
A lonely old man.
That is not all I am,
But will anyone notice
That I am three-dimensional?
Of course not.
They will all say, "What a poor, poor soul."

Perhaps I am a poor soul,
But I will put on a good face
And search for someone else
Who doesn't quite fit in.
Then, I will go to them,
And ask for a dance.
But hope for love.

Love - what a strange term.
It's used in so many ways.
Yet I am looking for that special someone;
One that can hole me together
And make me a better person,
Just by being themself. So to find her,
I look at myself.

And I look at myself in the mirror...








And now, my naive long-winded definition of love...



When I'm near you,
It seems as if I'm partaking of the forbidden fruit;
Disobeying some unwritten, but very real law.
One wouldn't thank that any earthly thing
Could make me experience the emotions you cause,
But every time you're near,
It seems as though I'm being blessed by something celestial.
My body starts to melt into nothingness,
As my consciousness blends with my celestial being,
Allowing me tosee the greater meaning in everything.
In short, you help me reach a higher plane.
Without you, I'm nothing.
With you, I'm everything.




if anyone reads this, please feel free to offer feedback
kreepyken:
I'm too ADD to read all that. But if you sing it, i'll listen. smile
Nov 4, 2006
soph:
I like yr second poem... it is naive but so is loving people (not that I am saying that is a bad thing of course). Bummer about the hand: heal well my dear. Believe me I know how miserable such things can be!
Nov 4, 2006

More Blogs

  • 11.11.03
    2

    Wednesday Nov 12, 2003

    Life sucks a lot. Does anybody know why it sucks so much? I try ver…
  • 11.05.03
    1

    Wednesday Nov 05, 2003

    So life kind of sucks at the moment... I won't go into a detailed ex…
  • 10.14.03
    4

    Wednesday Oct 15, 2003

    So yeah, Kill Bill rocks the casbah, and I feel that due to its cooln…
  • 10.10.03
    1

    Friday Oct 10, 2003

    Blargh. I've been sick for a week now, and it sucks. Who wants some…
  • 10.04.03
    1

    Saturday Oct 04, 2003

    w00t! so, this weekend is my dad's big fat barbeque bash, so i get to…
  • 09.28.03
    1

    Sunday Sep 28, 2003

    So I am once again taking a few minutes out of my non-existent free t…
  • 09.21.03
    2

    Sunday Sep 21, 2003

    So I have returned from my trip to Tennessee... And my grandma is do…
  • 09.13.03
    3

    Sunday Sep 14, 2003

    So I dislike the fact that I will miss Flux's radio show this week du…
  • 09.10.03
    4

    Wednesday Sep 10, 2003

    Ah, finally have a few minutes to sit down and write something... We…
  • 08.24.03
    2

    Monday Aug 25, 2003

    Ah, the last minute preparations before Burning Man... I shall post …

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
11
months
11
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,605 SuicideGirls
  • 1,114,234 followers
  • 14,959,141 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,490,464 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo