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White-trashville, Oregon. AKA, McMinnville

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Sunday Jun 15, 2003

Jun 15, 2003
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So it was suggested that I speak of baby kittens in my journal in an effort to get people to read it. Therefore, I will present a story. It is a story of one of the saddest moments for me from when I was a child.

So a while ago, my family and I lived out on a 6.7 acre farm outside of a small town, and we had lots of cats. When we moved in, there were a couple cats already there living on the property, and we had brought along cats from our previous house. This caused a rather large population of cats to form rather quickly as the two groups "got to know" each other (in the biblical sense). So we had kittens, and then we gave some of them away, and kept a couple, and then another cat had kittens, and we gave some of them away, and so on and so forth. Unfortunately, due to the complete lack of new cats (other than the kittens) joining the group, there was massive inbreeding in the cats. This led to a rather impressive overall size limitation a few generations down the road. However, I digress from my true story. So at one point, when there was a brand new set of kittens, I convinced my parents to let me keep one for myself. It was going to be my first pet ever (at least the first pet that was only mine), and (as you can imagine) I was quite excited. Then one day, my brother was headed out with my dad to learn how to drive. So he left, and then an hour later or so, my mom and I were leaving the house to go get ice cream or something (I can't really remember), and there in the driveway was my kitty... dead... Apparently, she had been behind the tire of the car when my brother had pulled out of the driveway. Needless to say, I was incredibly sad. It sucked. I spent a couple hours balling, and I was mad at my brother for a few days. That was my first real introduction to the concept of mortality.

So yeah, it sucks when kittens die. They're cute, and soft, and they purr. And all of those things are totally sweet. I like cats. I need to get myself into a house where I can have pets and get myself a cat.
genshi:
Don't worry Cubistic, I wasn't refering to you in my Journal. I actually like your comments and debates which help to keep the group moving (and I catually agree with most of your arguments). I was refering to someone completely different whose not even a member of my group.

Music wise, The type music I produce and remix is everything from industrial, idm and electronica to rock and pop (if it pays the bills). Also done some traditional film scores for small inde films and a commercial.

My equipment list is very long and I just posted it on the Musicians Group here on SG, but funny enough, after years of using hardware and real instruments, I'm finally switching over to the software side. Lately I've been just using the combo of Ableton Live and Propellerhead's REASON software on my Titanium Powerbook. It's literally replaced my whole studio (though I still use my Waldorf XTk, Nord Lead and my WarpFactory Vocoder).

I was about to also get Native Instrument's Reaktor4, but I just lost my job and am out of money, but that software is supposed to be good for experimenting (along with Absynth) if you're into the Aphex Twin/Plaid thing, which I am!

[Edited on Jun 15, 2003]
Jun 15, 2003
flux:
that's a sad story. i once had a kitten of my own, and my dad decided that he didn't like her, so he drove out to the country and left her. he told me that she had run away. i didn't learn the truth until about six months ago.

fucker.
Jun 15, 2003

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