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So when I finished school the thing that I decieded I was going to do was

First, I was going to be drunk for a week (which turned into two weeks)(which is a long and beautiful story)

Second, I was going to knit my first sweater (avid knittster)

Anyways, I have noticed that it seems to me that a rather large chunk of my friends from "back in the day" are cracked out and I want to know what the fuck is going on???????

Can anybody explain to me why any person would allow themselves to become a crack head? I mean jesus. Smoke Pot, get drunk, eat mcdonalds, but get cracked out?

why.

God! I just get around people who are on that stuff and I start to shake. I can't imagine how they are feeling! And for some fucked up reason (which I can not figure out) that feels good to them.

If you can't tell this subject not only makes me so sad that it brings me to tears, but it also PISSES ME OFF! It makes me want to beat my friends up and tell them how fucking stupid they are!

But.... I know it won't help because a person can only get clean if they want to. So I don't say anything and push my self futher away from my weird jittery friends.

I mean grated not all of my friends are crack heads, most of them are really great people. I am really only talking about 3 or 4 people.

But its enough to make me write a journal about.

hey youguys!

Don't do Crack.

Save the money and buy a motorcycle.