I just have not gotten enough done this week. Practically moved out, need to remulch my backyard before I leave, since I told my landlady I would do that. I have to look for a new (well used) car.
Though I did start throwing pots again. Most excellent. It's been a while, because I broke and dislocated my finger, and it has taken a long time to come back from that. Most of my pots were not very good, but one was actually decent. Almost like riding a bike....
I keep getting hit on by my buddy's girl, who's really cool and its just wrong, because she's very smart, and he's only just really good looking, and I feel frustrated by her temptation. He's such a nice guy and she loves him for that. And he totally lets her do it too. He should be reading these signs....if she goes out to breakfast with me, invites me to the movies, and dinner without you, dude, bad sign. But what am I supposed to say to him? "Your girl is hot, she wants a guy who is going to grad. school, and she wants to sleep with me and then get taken to art museums." NO!
I'll probably have to stop hanging out with her.
I'm irked.
I wish I had something beautiful and inciteful to say. I should meditate and then find words worth typing. I have these nice guided meditation tapes (for those who cannot find their *wal* on their own) and they make everything so relaxed and clearer.
On a side note, I did actually go out to Shell Island over memorial day in my kayak, and chill with some of my friends. All these cigarette boats were looking at me like I was crazy since I was playing in their wakes on the 'yak. Alot of vapidly fine ladies were in effect. Hot damn! Thank you growth hormone augmented milk. Do you have an IQ formula as well? That was uncalled for. I shouldn't have said that, it was mean spirited, and I think everyone has similar levels of intelligence, just different apptitudes. But I'm not going to erase it either.
The only cool thought I have is not my own
"Fuck 'em and feed 'em 'cause I don't need 'em.
I won't join 'em if I can beat 'em
They don't understand my logic
To my gat and my money and I'm hooked on chronic"
(that's me to a tee
)
-Cyress Hill- ILLUSIONS
Though I did start throwing pots again. Most excellent. It's been a while, because I broke and dislocated my finger, and it has taken a long time to come back from that. Most of my pots were not very good, but one was actually decent. Almost like riding a bike....
I keep getting hit on by my buddy's girl, who's really cool and its just wrong, because she's very smart, and he's only just really good looking, and I feel frustrated by her temptation. He's such a nice guy and she loves him for that. And he totally lets her do it too. He should be reading these signs....if she goes out to breakfast with me, invites me to the movies, and dinner without you, dude, bad sign. But what am I supposed to say to him? "Your girl is hot, she wants a guy who is going to grad. school, and she wants to sleep with me and then get taken to art museums." NO!
I'll probably have to stop hanging out with her.
I'm irked.
I wish I had something beautiful and inciteful to say. I should meditate and then find words worth typing. I have these nice guided meditation tapes (for those who cannot find their *wal* on their own) and they make everything so relaxed and clearer.
On a side note, I did actually go out to Shell Island over memorial day in my kayak, and chill with some of my friends. All these cigarette boats were looking at me like I was crazy since I was playing in their wakes on the 'yak. Alot of vapidly fine ladies were in effect. Hot damn! Thank you growth hormone augmented milk. Do you have an IQ formula as well? That was uncalled for. I shouldn't have said that, it was mean spirited, and I think everyone has similar levels of intelligence, just different apptitudes. But I'm not going to erase it either.
The only cool thought I have is not my own
"Fuck 'em and feed 'em 'cause I don't need 'em.
I won't join 'em if I can beat 'em
They don't understand my logic
To my gat and my money and I'm hooked on chronic"
(that's me to a tee
)
-Cyress Hill- ILLUSIONS
There are many forms of medicine that are too depressing for me to go into as well, so I really have no idea where the course of time and introductory courses will take me...