Ok peeps, its time for my first blog on what is happening. I have attempted to come up with the best way to explain to my wife that i am not in love with her anymore and that I am living a lie. I have come up with many ways to say it and it comes back to the issue of her health. I think she is ill but not sure how or where, she has not had a complete physical for over 9 years. I truly an not sure what to or how to do it. It really sucks. Why does the lord put us into these particular problems? It really sucks, I spoke to a lawyer and since the wife has not worked a full time job for the last 13 years I would have to by court order support the monthly bills like an alimony for the first year maybe two. Child support is not a bit deal my babies deserve that and would be spoiled. It is crazy how things happen. Is it really possible to love someone but not be in love with them after 17 years????
