csilla's SuicideGirls Blog

AHHHH so i havent been able to get into the sg site. this really sucks. and i cant update my browser to ie6. wtf!!! i neeeeed my sg. so yeah. i am up at oneonta now visiting my sister in college and i got it to work at a computer here but its at a public lab so i am all nervous lol.

i LOVE...
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rxqueen:

i hope all is well

Oct 13, 2003

rawdon:

thanks for the kind words, somtimes a little says a lot...so yeah, thanks again and im glad you enjoyed them.
sincerely yours

Oct 13, 2003

i just need someone to kiss me....

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superficial:

hi, i hope that you're doing well.

Oct 10, 2003

mydeconstruction:

just let me know when to come up to New York

Oct 10, 2003

word

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rxqueen:

just droppin by to seehow yr doing'
holla back!

Oct 5, 2003

polly:

i hate being uninteresting

*puts self to sleep*

Oct 5, 2003

so i cut myself. all over, and really bad. i needed to. i just wanted to stop crying.

how could he say those things to me after all this. after all the heartache i went through begging him not to die. and then he acts like i dont care.. like i dont love him more than anything in the world.

i should be the one...
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midknight:

i dont even know how to react to this

Oct 3, 2003

popezaphodi:

I am sorry that you are hurting so much emotionally that you had to cut yourself. You seem like a succulent wild woman, and wild women shouldn't hurt. I hope your days get brighter.

Oct 4, 2003

i hate it when the people i love the most are hurting so bad. and i sit here not knowing what to do.

i am so worried now because i dont know what the right thing is to do. he says he is ok and he is not gonna try to kill himself. but i just dont know. and i am so scared. i love...
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miss_magenta:

*sigh* i have been there a few times. i'm sorry sweetie. i hope that your friend is ok. *many hugs*

Oct 2, 2003

superficial:

hey, just wanted to say i was thinking about you and hope you're doing well!

Oct 2, 2003

so yesterday i decided i wanted to get my tattoo. so i just grabbed my shit, grabbed vito and went lol. i looooove getting tattooes so much. it doesnt hurt me one bit, actually it felt pretty orgasmic

today it is being a bitch and a half, and its like right where my bra strap would be, so i have been walking around topless all...
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miss_magenta:

very cute!

have a great day!

Oct 1, 2003

superficial:

i checked out the pics last night, the new tattoo looks great!

talk to you soon!

Oct 1, 2003

thanks for all the birthday wishes

i'l try to get back to replying to everyone

so my birthday was pretty good. and i got to spend today with my family. i like hanging out with my sister now that she acts more mature. my presents kindaa sucked, but oh well. vito's present is awsome. i cant wait till i get it!!!

but now that reality...
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runholden:

I am glad that you had a good B-day...the presents typically stink because it makes you realize how little people realy know you...or at least that is what I find...

Don't forget the Care Bear that you have coming.

Sep 29, 2003

lucky105:

It's late, but happy birthday!

Sep 29, 2003

Yes!! am finally legal...all the way baby. i hope today will be a rockin day.

thanks for all the birthday wishes

and i get a roky set on my bday!! what more could a girl ask for!!!

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rxqueen:

yr verrrrry welcome for the birthday wishes
and thank you lots for the compliment

maybe we'll see eachother at some sgny event???

have a good weekend
xo

Sep 27, 2003

sethy:

Damn, I was away and didnt get to wish you a b-day on time

I know, Ill make up for it by giving you a b-day kiss, but dont tell poeple I did this or theyll want one too..

(shhh....)

Sep 27, 2003

my birthday is saturday the 27th. thats this saturday. i will be 21 yay!

i bettter get cool presents from ya'll.....

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seriously, email me if you want my addy

gawd i am so desperate.