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back from buffalo. my boyfriend picked me up out of the kindness of his heart. it made me feel soooo good.

i read journal entries of his...he lets me...they were not very good. he keeps thinking he wants to break up with me cause of money problems we have been having i think. he doesnt know how to break it to me. but then he...
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I'm going to Buffalo tomorrow to see my bestest friends in the whole world, josh and andrea...i am so excited. but i wish i wasnt leaving vito behind. it would be so perfect with him there. I will try to have as much fun as i can though.

the money situation is getting worse. we are both not finding jobs and we are running out...
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binaryfiendsgone:
Stormy relationships and money woes. Sounds like my last relationsip....yikes
freyja__:
oh.. and dont forget to check it out (the SG dinner.. so we can meet!!)
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/3181/

woowoo!
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Today is me and my boyfriends 6 month anniversary. i was hoping it wouldnt turn out bad cause the past few says have been stormy. But so far so good.

We want to get a girl over for a threesome for eachother...how fun would that be? so so dirty wink
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freyja__:
happy anniversary?
why don't you come on over to the SG dinner?
it would be lovely to meet you.
smile
csilla:
oooh where?!?! when!?!? girls!!!! teehee

i would love to meet you too smile

xoxo cj
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hooked up with my boyfriend and my other friend again today.threesomes are like normal in this household... It was fun cause my bf let me put makeup on him. i loooove the way he looks in eyeliner. and he wore my fishnet shirt. teehee.

going to buffalo next week to see my friends. i suddenly wish i wasnt going though. i always get like this...
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cypher:
you need a new boyfriend, hon.
i mean, i am too old for you, so that isn't what it's all about...but you are beautiful. believe that!
csilla:
i loooove putting eyeliner on my boy =)

as for being beautiful, thanks...i tend not to think so. its so hard sometimes when he just doesnt want to be with me. he tries though, so i appreciate that. why do you think they do that???
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I'm kinda depressed today. Looking at the new set helped of course. i am so in love with chloe and veronica. i love their new hair. Ive been wanting to cut my hair for a while now but it just grew out and i dontknow if i want to live with it being short again...so i'm leaving it long.

i got bored last night so...
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thirtyseven:
ugh, i understand. unproductivity is the worst. i'm jobless right now and i've never felt more useless in my life.

and i would totally go for the haircut if i were you .. you look like you could pull of short hair perfectly smile
febo:
you can never have too many cookies. ever.
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5:55am and i am still sitting here awake, looking at the girls. my boyfriends been in bed for hours and i cant sleep. all i can think of is how much we need a girl...how much i need a girl. and those new pics of emily got me so hot and bothered!!! <3
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emily:
heehee thankssmile
csilla:
i'm starting to think that may be true...
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this is my first journal entry here.ive been cruisin the site for a wile now, everyday waiting for the new hottest girl to look at in awe. arent they beautiful??
golightly:
hey csilla, welcome! where you going to school, and for what? nice to have some nyc girls on here...