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Saturday Mar 29, 2003

Mar 29, 2003
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i feel change. or maybe its the new meds. the meds that make me unaware of the people around me. so i guess that is change. i hun out with people th eother night and i didnt need vito. i am going out without him tonight. meds are a godsent. there are still a lot of things i cant do. but this is a start.

i just wish i didnt hate myself so much.

and thanks for all the kind comments in my last post. sorry i didnt reply to all of them. just know that they helped. you sgpals are all the best kiss
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rocket2:
the politics of this site are bogus. some of the girls are concieted and ego-feeding, and the people who run it need ot get kicked a few times to knock them off their high horse. but you didnt hear that from me! wink tongue
Mar 30, 2003
autumn:
Yeah actually im not 21 either.. we had to move the party to a different bar. Next time. Hunn... heres a kiss..put it on your cheek. kiss
Mar 31, 2003

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