so...boyfriend problems again. as usual. god, cant i just be happy. he doesnt wanna sleep with me or cuddle with me or go places with me. but i love him so much i cant be without him.

he left for a couple of days and i tried to hang in there, but i almost died. i needed him so bad.

so now he is back. i told him i would try to grow up and be better. i wonder if he thought of how he could be better....