things have kinda just been standing still. up in the air. undecided. i told him yesterday i would go back to buffalo if he wanted me to leave that bad. i dont remember him objecting...i guess no matter what he or i talk about, or work it, he is just set on it. set on not loving me more than a friend. 
so today i am gonna get my digital camera. thank god. i have been waiting for like 2 years haha. i'm gonna go photographer crazy with it. and maybe i can finally think of being an sg. wishful thinkin.
ive been starting to get back into the guitar, and my painting. stuff i used to do before him. trying to find myself again. how could i just let myself dissapear like this?!?
so today i am gonna get my digital camera. thank god. i have been waiting for like 2 years haha. i'm gonna go photographer crazy with it. and maybe i can finally think of being an sg. wishful thinkin.
ive been starting to get back into the guitar, and my painting. stuff i used to do before him. trying to find myself again. how could i just let myself dissapear like this?!?
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you're wonderful and don't need him.
things always have a way of working out when you need them to.
looks like you're off to a good start.
trying to find yourself again and whatnot.
you've got a good support group here.. myself included! feel free to call upon it at any time.
no joke.
*big strong hugs and