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Wednesday Jan 29, 2003

Jan 29, 2003
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things have kinda just been standing still. up in the air. undecided. i told him yesterday i would go back to buffalo if he wanted me to leave that bad. i dont remember him objecting...i guess no matter what he or i talk about, or work it, he is just set on it. set on not loving me more than a friend. blackeyed

so today i am gonna get my digital camera. thank god. i have been waiting for like 2 years haha. i'm gonna go photographer crazy with it. and maybe i can finally think of being an sg. wishful thinkin.

ive been starting to get back into the guitar, and my painting. stuff i used to do before him. trying to find myself again. how could i just let myself dissapear like this?!? frown
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freyja__:
let. him. go.
you're wonderful and don't need him.
things always have a way of working out when you need them to.

looks like you're off to a good start.
trying to find yourself again and whatnot.
you've got a good support group here.. myself included! feel free to call upon it at any time.
no joke.

*big strong hugs and kisses*
Jan 31, 2003
seth0067:
Yeah! You go sister... feeel yourself outside of anything else but yourself. Define yourself, don't let the world or anyone in it define you. Rock and paint and shoot and...
Jan 31, 2003

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