csilla

back from nj. back from christmas. it was ok. different but ok i guess. i got many cool articles of clothing though.

so i am facing a big dilemma. tomorrow a few of my high school friends want to get together. i havent seen them for 3 years. thats enough to make any person nervous, let alone me with social anxiety. i want to see them but i dont think i can, and that really hurts me. if vito goes, maybe i could do it...but i doubt that will happen.