so im starting to have a sort of revelation (i say sort of cause i feel like ive been at the cusp of this revalation many times and nothing came of it) but i dont know what exactly to do with it. i'm being vague on purpose.
i feel like everything in my life is at a stand still right now. like i am right in the middle of everything but just a step outside of it. im trying not to be depressed about it. i really am. i remind myself how happy i am every day. even though its getting harder.
i actually talked to a hypothetical god last night and told 'him' how much 'he' sucks. the atheist in me cringed.
i feel like everything in my life is at a stand still right now. like i am right in the middle of everything but just a step outside of it. im trying not to be depressed about it. i really am. i remind myself how happy i am every day. even though its getting harder.
i actually talked to a hypothetical god last night and told 'him' how much 'he' sucks. the atheist in me cringed.
chazgasm:
makes changes to daily routines, thats the best way to start i suppose, even if its as simple as changing what you eat in the mornings or what not