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Thursday Oct 02, 2003

Oct 2, 2003
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so i cut myself. all over, and really bad. i needed to. i just wanted to stop crying.

how could he say those things to me after all this. after all the heartache i went through begging him not to die. and then he acts like i dont care.. like i dont love him more than anything in the world.

i should be the one to die. not him frown
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midknight:
i dont even know how to react to this frown frown frown frown frown
Oct 3, 2003
popezaphodi:
I am sorry that you are hurting so much emotionally that you had to cut yourself. You seem like a succulent wild woman, and wild women shouldn't hurt. I hope your days get brighter.
Oct 4, 2003

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