csilla

i hate it when the people i love the most are hurting so bad. and i sit here not knowing what to do.

i am so worried now because i dont know what the right thing is to do. he says he is ok and he is not gonna try to kill himself. but i just dont know. and i am so scared. i love him more than anything in the world. i dont know what i would do without him. i just know that everything will be ok, i know its hard now, life is such shit now, but we will get through it. i see so many good things in our future. i just wish he would see it too...

i love you baby