i wish i could do things differently. i feel so stiffled where im at right now. i dont wanna change myself and i dont want to "grow up" there is absolutely nothing wrong with the way i am now. whats wrong is society and its norms. i know, this is another emo rant on the institutions we have to endure. but really.

i also really want a new camera. not just a camera for taking pics of day to day life. but a really awsome camera so i can do what i need to do.