so the other boy comes back tomorrow, and it begins again. god i hope its better this time. sometimes open relationships suck ass let me tell you. this all would have been so much easier if the two of us just loved eachother and thats it. grrr. oh well.

so now i am here waiting for him and trying to spend time with the bf as much as i can, so i can make this work, and fix this.

it will be good this time. it will be good this time, it will be good this time. i swear.