yesterday was mine and vito's year and a half anniversary. damn its been a long time. it was really nice though. we went out to cafe mozart. it was so romantic. i had this big ass slice of cake and now i feel so fat lol.
i had a really nice time with him though. he has been so sweet lately. i think his meds...
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i had a really nice time with him though. he has been so sweet lately. i think his meds...
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so no one got me an sg hat. well poo. wish i could afford one, but they just shut off my phone. whoopeee. next is the internet prolly. 
but anyway, a few weeks ago i dyed my hair black and purple, just when everyone starts massivly complimenting me on my red hair. well the dye costs $12 and i dont have that. seriously. so it...
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but anyway, a few weeks ago i dyed my hair black and purple, just when everyone starts massivly complimenting me on my red hair. well the dye costs $12 and i dont have that. seriously. so it...
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lucky105:
Your birthday is on Rosh Hashanah, says my Chick-fil-a calendar. 
eponine:
there are no more sg hats, or i'd get you one.
i'll send you a letter written on xray film. that's almost as cool...right?
there are no more sg hats, or i'd get you one.
i'll send you a letter written on xray film. that's almost as cool...right?
who loves me and wants to cheer me up with an SG hat?? pretty please?
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lucky105:
I wish I wasn't broke!
reinhardt:
i just saw your picture on the hookup page, and i LOVE your hair!
i wanna be engaged....
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syberea:
but why?
tigerlily:
i had two primary partners for a year and a 1/2 (this was 3 years ago) and recently got out of a situation where i was the secondary.
it takes so much consciousness and openness and centeredness and willingness to face your stuff, that i think a healthy one is possible, but difficult to find the right dynamic. the one i just got out of was with two extraordinary people, but we all still had our failings, and i finally had to respect myself, because while i was willing to be secondary in terms of time and energy spent, it came to a point of being secondary in consideration. not cool.
it takes so much consciousness and openness and centeredness and willingness to face your stuff, that i think a healthy one is possible, but difficult to find the right dynamic. the one i just got out of was with two extraordinary people, but we all still had our failings, and i finally had to respect myself, because while i was willing to be secondary in terms of time and energy spent, it came to a point of being secondary in consideration. not cool.
so when does life go back to normal? when is anything ever going to change if i am so stuck...
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theoriginalsin:
Thanks sweetie!
I hope you find what you're looking for.
I hope you find what you're looking for.
tadzi:
i always feel stuck. and yeah, what kayla said about the hair
so the other boy comes back tomorrow, and it begins again. god i hope its better this time. sometimes open relationships suck ass let me tell you. this all would have been so much easier if the two of us just loved eachother and thats it. grrr. oh well.
so now i am here waiting for him and trying to spend time with the bf...
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so now i am here waiting for him and trying to spend time with the bf...
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jivesucka52:
I don't have im anymore so we can't talk on there. Leave me a message on my journal or email me. When do you want to hang out? Soon dude. Come on. Hehe. I have weed and whatever else you want to get is cool and we'll do whatever you want. I'll take you out to dinner if you're nice. Hehe.
synnove:
i must say i love your profile pic as well.
and i hope everything went well with the boy(s)
and i hope everything went well with the boy(s)
being back hom-my home not my parents hom- is such a good feeling. i know i can make this work. 
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tigerlily:
thanks for the hell-o! and the hair complement is a good one coming from someone who's got a good set on her own head. purdy!
b4byl0n:
pretty pretty csilla, i've missed you.. thank you so much for your comment, and i'm glad your home as well...
so vito kicked me out. now i feel hardly alive. i miss him and my home, which he says isnt mine anymore. he said in a week i can come back to get my stuff or whatever. i just love him.
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sethy:
*hug*
Sorry, thats all I can do.
*hug*
Sorry, thats all I can do.
bigirishhead:
What the fuck? This is not good. Let me know if there's anything I can do.
This is not good. Let me know if there's anything I can do. contrary to popular belief, i am not dead. just a lot has been happening lately. boys, boys, boys. damn. i dont know if open relationships are good or bad. but the heartache is intense. but then so is the love.... 
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lil_billy_ben:
Personaly I don't like open relationships, I need stability in my love life, but if I did you'd be on my "to do" list 
harliquin:
hi. boys fog up my brain, too. good luck on avoiding heartaches and breaks.
remind me again why drugs are bad??????? 
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b4byl0n:
because i'm not the drug your taking?
sethy:
just popping in to say hi and give es because I can.
es because I can.argh to boys 
i want a girlfriend soooooooo bad
i ache.
i want a girlfriend soooooooo bad
i ache.
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psmith:
A girlfriend? I read about that stuff in the Jounral of Social Psychology once, but that's all i know about it.
paleenchantress:
mmmm mmmm mmmm girls !!!
!!!damn it i do rock. i want some testimonials....
happy pride everyone.
happy pride everyone.
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b4byl0n:
-le bumrush-
sethy:
Done and done.
Althought testimonial makes me think sleazy infomercials thanks to someone point out to me that thats where the idea comes from, so instead of calling it a testimonal lets call it the truth, k?
Althought testimonial makes me think sleazy infomercials thanks to someone point out to me that thats where the idea comes from, so instead of calling it a testimonal lets call it the truth, k?
thanks for saying hi.