Today is my Bithday!!! yipppeee!! so far its really good. Vito is sleeping now cause he is kinda down, but he promises tonight will be great.
I cant believe i am 20. now i cant use the"i'm a teenager" excuse anymore. now i have to be all grown up and responsible. ahhhh!!!!
i dyed my hair again and got it all over the wall lol....
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I cant believe i am 20. now i cant use the"i'm a teenager" excuse anymore. now i have to be all grown up and responsible. ahhhh!!!!
i dyed my hair again and got it all over the wall lol....
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slept late today. not like i had anything to do except find a job. ugh. i still havent filled out the one application i got. and vito is still sleeping cause he is depressed. i cant get him up even though i know it will be better for him
its raining out. i love rain. it makes me happy. its supposed to rain tomorrow too....
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its raining out. i love rain. it makes me happy. its supposed to rain tomorrow too....
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morgan:
Most GOOD counselors will refuse to do a session if you make it known that you absolutely do not want family counseling.
esp. since you are over 18.
If they somehow force you to go to the session, make your voice and opinion on it known right away. If it's a good therapist, he/she will do something about it. If not, refuse to talk. You don't have to do anything against your will.
Can you tell I've dealt with this before?
esp. since you are over 18.
If they somehow force you to go to the session, make your voice and opinion on it known right away. If it's a good therapist, he/she will do something about it. If not, refuse to talk. You don't have to do anything against your will.
Can you tell I've dealt with this before?
freyja__:
it's somebody's birthday
I WONDER WHO
it's someone in the room near you
so look all around you until you guess who
they're laughing and smiling...
my GOODNESS
its YOU!!!
happy birthday!
you're not a teen anymore, woohoo!!
xoxoxox
I WONDER WHO
it's someone in the room near you
so look all around you until you guess who
they're laughing and smiling...
my GOODNESS
its YOU!!!
happy birthday!
you're not a teen anymore, woohoo!!
xoxoxox
Jury duty is over!!!! yippeee!!!
My birthday is Friday!!!! Yippeee!!!
Vito got me chocolate cake last night!!! yippeee!!!
my cat is going crazy. he is jumping up and down things and taking showers in the sink. how cute? i had a dream i was with vito's family last night...weird
xoxo csilla
My birthday is Friday!!!! Yippeee!!!
Vito got me chocolate cake last night!!! yippeee!!!
my cat is going crazy. he is jumping up and down things and taking showers in the sink. how cute? i had a dream i was with vito's family last night...weird
xoxo csilla
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freyja__:
yay for happy stuff!
horray for birthdays.
we need to have a big birthday bash!
there are so many cute girls with birthdays coming up!
fun fun fun!
xo
horray for birthdays.
we need to have a big birthday bash!
there are so many cute girls with birthdays coming up!
fun fun fun!
xo
penelopelee:
hi miss:
happy birthday [soon]!!! sorry you couldn't come to the sg partay. it was a giant MESS. you would've made out with at least 6 people and gotten a cold. so maybe it was for the best.
happy birthday [soon]!!! sorry you couldn't come to the sg partay. it was a giant MESS. you would've made out with at least 6 people and gotten a cold. so maybe it was for the best.
we are ok now once again. he heard me out and i convinced him that it will all work out. and he agreed. i know deep in my heart it will...
i have jury duty tomorrow. that should be sooooo not fun. atleast i get paid. And vito is going to a doctor. i hope he gets medication cause he really needs it. i cant...
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i have jury duty tomorrow. that should be sooooo not fun. atleast i get paid. And vito is going to a doctor. i hope he gets medication cause he really needs it. i cant...
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grendel:
Well, glad to hear things are. . . better? You should come to the Boston gig on November 2nd. Guaranteed to be at least half as much fun as NYC.
freyja__:
that's quite a topsy turvy relationship you've got yourself in, missy. you missed quite a party!!
i hope it's working out for you.
xoxo
i hope it's working out for you.
xoxo
here we go again...
how much do you think one person can cry? do you think i will run out of tears? do you think i will run out of blood...eventually??
i just want you to love me...
how much do you think one person can cry? do you think i will run out of tears? do you think i will run out of blood...eventually??
i just want you to love me...
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csilla:
lol thats good advice. unfortunately it peobably wouldnt even phase him...
morgan:
Tell him that if he doesn't start behaving and loving you the way he should, one of the SG girls (me) will come beat him up.
IM me anytime (at my real sn, suicidemorgan) It sucks when people don't feel for you the way you would like them to...i've cried many tears over something like that, so many tears i thought my heart was pouring out instead of just saltwater. But it does get better...
IM me anytime (at my real sn, suicidemorgan) It sucks when people don't feel for you the way you would like them to...i've cried many tears over something like that, so many tears i thought my heart was pouring out instead of just saltwater. But it does get better...
fixed my hair today..it looks brighter...w went to the hospital to look for a psychiatrist. they looked at us like we were loser freaks just cause i was dressed all punked out with my red hair, and vito looked kinda grungy. oooh sorry i'm not an upstanding citizin of the united fucking states. i hate when people look at me like i am less than...
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emily:
yeah,next time I'll have to kick some ass....and you ARE hot.......hot,and CUTE!!!
morgan:
Eh, when people give you funny looks say "hey, how i'm dressed isn't the worst of it...i'm giving you weirdo cooties RIGHT NOW"
Then then walk away very calmly.
Then then walk away very calmly.
we did some crazy shit yesterday, i think we partied way too hard. dont know if i ever want to put that stuff in my body. i am too much of a dork to be that hard core...
he wanted to break up with me last night. he wanted me to leave. he told me it wasnt working anymore and we werent right for eachother....
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he wanted to break up with me last night. he wanted me to leave. he told me it wasnt working anymore and we werent right for eachother....
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grendel:
Val Kilmer, yup. Ummm. . . hope the dude isn't messing with your head to much with the "let's not be together, let's be together" spiel. Hope that turns out ok for you.
astrid:
eh, i hate when boys play with your head. I hope everything works out for you, hun.
i think i am sick.i have a sore throat, a runny nose, and i can fel a fever coming on. this sux. i already feel like shit. i wanted to get things done this week. not be home and be sick...
my bf and i went to last call with carson daley today. it was ok. kinda silly but fun to see an actual show...
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my bf and i went to last call with carson daley today. it was ok. kinda silly but fun to see an actual show...
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emily:
I would love to come there!!Maybe sometime eh?=)
ok so i dyed my hair...and it looks really weird. i had red streaks in it and my friends did my tips. so that looks really cool...but then she bleached the front to make it more red and it just came out to blonde. so we dyed it red anyway but it is so bright...it looks really weird. i kinda like it but i dont...
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emily:
I don't know WHERE to go.......=(I just know that I don't want to be here.....in Alaska
pyrocide:
Thanks for the comment on my hair, though unfortionally I no longer have a mohawk. It really sucks I wish I had it back, had to get rid of it for work =( Glad to see someone else is a Bif Naked & Monty Python fan!
back from buffalo. my boyfriend picked me up out of the kindness of his heart. it made me feel soooo good.
i read journal entries of his...he lets me...they were not very good. he keeps thinking he wants to break up with me cause of money problems we have been having i think. he doesnt know how to break it to me. but then he...
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i read journal entries of his...he lets me...they were not very good. he keeps thinking he wants to break up with me cause of money problems we have been having i think. he doesnt know how to break it to me. but then he...
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I'm going to Buffalo tomorrow to see my bestest friends in the whole world, josh and andrea...i am so excited. but i wish i wasnt leaving vito behind. it would be so perfect with him there. I will try to have as much fun as i can though.
the money situation is getting worse. we are both not finding jobs and we are running out...
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the money situation is getting worse. we are both not finding jobs and we are running out...
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binaryfiendsgone:
Stormy relationships and money woes. Sounds like my last relationsip....yikes
freyja__:
oh.. and dont forget to check it out (the SG dinner.. so we can meet!!)
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/3181/
woowoo!
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/3181/
woowoo!
Today is me and my boyfriends 6 month anniversary. i was hoping it wouldnt turn out bad cause the past few says have been stormy. But so far so good.
We want to get a girl over for a threesome for eachother...how fun would that be? so so dirty
We want to get a girl over for a threesome for eachother...how fun would that be? so so dirty
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freyja__:
happy anniversary?
why don't you come on over to the SG dinner?
it would be lovely to meet you.
why don't you come on over to the SG dinner?
it would be lovely to meet you.
csilla:
oooh where?!?! when!?!? girls!!!! teehee
i would love to meet you too
xoxo cj
i would love to meet you too
xoxo cj
i hope all is well with you. some people need to be young a lil longer than others. i think i will be for quite a while... people don't grow up overnight.
Hope it was excellent.