i have been on my computer way too long. i think it hates me. it is 11am and i still havent gone to sleep. this is beyond an addiction.
now if only i had food.
now if only i had food.
i feel change. or maybe its the new meds. the meds that make me unaware of the people around me. so i guess that is change. i hun out with people th eother night and i didnt need vito. i am going out without him tonight. meds are a godsent. there are still a lot of things i cant do. but this is a start....
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rocket2:
the politics of this site are bogus. some of the girls are concieted and ego-feeding, and the people who run it need ot get kicked a few times to knock them off their high horse. but you didnt hear that from me! 
autumn:
Yeah actually im not 21 either.. we had to move the party to a different bar. Next time. Hunn... heres a 
..put it on your cheek.
..put it on your cheek. Happy St.Patricks Day everyone!!!
drink and be merry.
drink and be merry.
alanscott:
Done, and done!
Edit: I like the new profile pic.
[Edited on Mar 18, 2003]
Edit: I like the new profile pic.
[Edited on Mar 18, 2003]
rocket2:
yep i did that. jack daniels is not my friend. one of them blackouts and such. bleh.
My mom told me yesterday that my little fish Molly died a few days ago 
I cried a lot. when i was crazy ass depressed and had no friends freshman year, imy fishy was always there.
i miss him.
I cried a lot. when i was crazy ass depressed and had no friends freshman year, imy fishy was always there.
i miss him.
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click_here:
my little brother has a hamster, and one day he decided to throw it in the air , but it landed on its back legs and both are broken. im sad to see it move, but you cant just put it down. this happened a few weeks ago and it seems to be better now.
just my two cents i guess.....was Molly a gold fish? so sorry
just my two cents i guess.....was Molly a gold fish? so sorry
freyja__:
RIP Molly.
xo
xo
I am so bored and hungry. there is no one to talk to...i miss school.
vito got me peeps today
that was very exciting. one of the only excitements of today. the other was Faith coming back on Angel.
and my eyebrow ring is growing out
makes me wanna cry.
vito got me peeps today
that was very exciting. one of the only excitements of today. the other was Faith coming back on Angel.
and my eyebrow ring is growing out
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bishop:
no forgetting......
....yes...Faith is back....oh how I love Eliza......
....yes...Faith is back....oh how I love Eliza......
l0nd0:
I havnt seen you online much latly, anyhow miss talkin to ya 
Been out of touch for a while...dont really know why. maybe its the mood changes.
my meds seemed to have stopped working. things have been depressing to say the least. and the insomnia makes me cry
i had a frosty today. it cheered me up. i also got an ffer for someone to photograph me. i thought that was pretty cool. i wonder if they...
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my meds seemed to have stopped working. things have been depressing to say the least. and the insomnia makes me cry
i had a frosty today. it cheered me up. i also got an ffer for someone to photograph me. i thought that was pretty cool. i wonder if they...
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euterpe:
My brain has left me today too. :\
I read the bell jar quite a long time ago... took me one night too , I couldn't put it down! Not something to read if you're feeling even slightly down in the dumps though.
I read the bell jar quite a long time ago... took me one night too , I couldn't put it down! Not something to read if you're feeling even slightly down in the dumps though.
tara81:
haha i know.. a english accent and a lisp! but yes.. he is so adorable!
well i hope everyone had a wonderful valentines day!!!
mine was really great. i hung out with my boy all day and did romantic things lol. my life seems to be looking up.
mine was really great. i hung out with my boy all day and did romantic things lol. my life seems to be looking up.
rocket2:
awww good!!! i went to nyc for the protest this weekend. blech...read about my troubles in my journal. it sucked. how about next saturday or friday we go get some tattoos? i'de be down. i just had some more dreams about tattoos i want. 
i'm standing aside, as i watch this all fall apart...
people
people
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misha9999999:
it will all be fine one day.
optic16241:
in response to your response to the "suicide boy..." thread.
i totally agree. i found it shocking that people could be so narrow minded yet portray themselves as being the opposite in their other postings etc.
i totally agree. i found it shocking that people could be so narrow minded yet portray themselves as being the opposite in their other postings etc.
the party at miss_coco's was fabulous! all my beauties were there. i didnt want to leave so early but i was feeling kinda depressed and vito was tired. i wanted to dance with everyone but atleast i danced with freyja a bit! and had wonderful conversation with wart as usual. the rubbing up against me was nice as well hehe. and it was nice to...
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noelle:
i love meeting crazy people on public transit. i have a friend who does nothing but meet crazies on the subway.
and i love the pic. you gals are hot!
and i love the pic. you gals are hot!
skryche:
Who do I give this cupcake to?
i think the veronica set woke up my heart. its finally beating right. my god that girl is amazing...i am so in love. 
so i got my camera, now i just need to fix my computer so i can load the software cause my cd-rom drive is broken i have taken about 128 pictures so far lol. i am such a camera whore.
my parents...
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so i got my camera, now i just need to fix my computer so i can load the software cause my cd-rom drive is broken
i have taken about 128 pictures so far lol. i am such a camera whore.
my parents...
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amina:
ummmmmmmmmmm buffalo or NY.....Let me think....um NEW FUCKING YORK. ha just my opinion.
neon:
girl! i better see you at miss coco's or i'll be upset.
things have kinda just been standing still. up in the air. undecided. i told him yesterday i would go back to buffalo if he wanted me to leave that bad. i dont remember him objecting...i guess no matter what he or i talk about, or work it, he is just set on it. set on not loving me more than a friend.
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freyja__:
let. him. go.
you're wonderful and don't need him.
things always have a way of working out when you need them to.
looks like you're off to a good start.
trying to find yourself again and whatnot.
you've got a good support group here.. myself included! feel free to call upon it at any time.
no joke.
*big strong hugs andes*
you're wonderful and don't need him.
things always have a way of working out when you need them to.
looks like you're off to a good start.
trying to find yourself again and whatnot.
you've got a good support group here.. myself included! feel free to call upon it at any time.
no joke.
*big strong hugs and
es*
seth0067:
Yeah! You go sister... feeel yourself outside of anything else but yourself. Define yourself, don't let the world or anyone in it define you. Rock and paint and shoot and...
i have been sleeping non stop for like 2 days now. the longest i have been up is myabe like 2 hours. i dont know what wrong with me. its like i just want to escape the world, and everyone is just letting me.
i hate feeling like this. i hate feeling so depressed. and everyone is so busy doing their own thing.
plus sleeping...
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i hate feeling like this. i hate feeling so depressed. and everyone is so busy doing their own thing.
plus sleeping...
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freyja__:
winter blues, baby.
hibernating like a bear.
wake up and look at all the hotties who were rubbed up against you at the last party and SMILE. there are more good times just like that in your future.
feel free to use my shoulder.
it's always there for ya.
hibernating like a bear.
wake up and look at all the hotties who were rubbed up against you at the last party and SMILE. there are more good times just like that in your future.
feel free to use my shoulder.
it's always there for ya.
charlie_stars:
if you dont cheer up i might bite you next time i see you. and i'm glad you enjoyed the show. i'm also available for barmitsvahs, marrages, and birthday parties
hope you sleep well my dear.
Now go have food. It's National Peanut Butter & Jelly Day.