I had brief moments of motivation today... it was enough to get the kitchen cleaned, and a start on setting up the candle works for the season. I will now live in a small, cramped apartment kitchen that is covered in newspaper and wax for several months maybe? I can't wait to someday have a workshop area I can do this in... a huge room... Read More
Today is such a blah day. I have so much to do, and all I want to do is snuggle back up in bed and sleep all day. Life is short... and I want to sleep.
She isn't getting better. I think she has almost constantly had health problems since we rescued her. First it was the abcess from being attacked. That cleared up and she was fine for about two weeks or so, and then stopped eating and playing, went blind in one eye, had a stroke or seizure of some sort, and is just getting skinnier and skinnier. She is going into the vets today once again. Poor thing. Deke is still very adamant that she is going to get better, but I think I have lost hope already. *sad* It is horrible to watch her suffer, even though she does have a few happy moments each day when we hold her in our laps and she can just chill out without being force-fed or given meds. I really don't know what to do for her anymore, though. If her existance is just going to be force-feedings and medication times between the sleep of the starving and exhausted, that is just cruel.
thanks for the thoughts & i will keep everyone updated! and esp. you. i appreciated all of your advice earlier this year. + you are in the industry & should spread this wonderful surgery option. despite my disbelief...IT IS NOT WELL KNOWN... EVEN AMONG PRACTICING VETERINARIANS!