crystalcontempt

Went camping, canoeing, hotel-ing and amusement park-ing. Wayyy out of money. Depressing and scary amounts of poor.

Was it worth it? Did I have fun? YEAH, but I would have much rather gone to Nashville, honestly. But I didn't have the cash. If/when I ever get the cash to go on a "real" vacation I want to go back to Vegas. Vegas is a hell of a town. I only wish I had a little more freedom and cash to explore it fully. Instead I played the gracious host and spent the whole time with some other folks basically not doing all the things I wanted to do/should have done. Mostly I just wanted to hang out in the strip clubs more. Those broads will do anything for a fiver...

Going away this week was a little depressing, though. I always feel like I'm this huge disappointment. Like everyone is doomed to not have any fun when I'm around. Everything I plan sucks, and it ALWAYS rains. I think the boy secretly hated the entire week and was feigning enjoyment for my benefit. Although honestly I feel like I disappoint him daily so it's really not much of a change. ::shrug::