crymson

Well, today is the first day of my life as the "OTHER dad" My EX came home from her trip to LA to visit her BF and they came home together. ( YES I DID know beforehand ) still hurts tho. As I left the house I turned around to see the 4 of them playing and such and I knew that I would only be that other dad from know on. Dont get me wrong I LOVE my two kids more then they know. they are my world. I have been a stay at home dad for the last 3 years. ( I hurt my back while working and have been on disability sence.) now THIS. we had been on the outs for a while now, but I kinda thought that we could have worked it out. now I know that, that will NEVER hapen. She and her new guy are great together. ( he IS a really nice guy DAMN HIM) I cant even get mad at him for being a jerk because he is NOT.

anyway........ I had to get this out. to work through it........ thanks for listening....... ( or reading accually .)


C.