crowings

Today I'm feeling:

Nostalgia drives me crazy. Just the sight of someone or something that triggers those cascading emotions of longing and unearths those deep seated memories of your past that always seem so distant and so full of hope. It's like you're trying to retrieve a part of yourself that you seem to have lost, knowing full well you can do little more than...
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...but I think it's because I don't try very hard

Sometimes I don't know why I even bother trying...

that picture is misleading. my eyes aren't really blue.

so as part of the ongoing university disciplinary action against me for my unrepentent use of marijuana (or really, my unrepentent stupidity for getting caught) I received a life-awakening pamphlet from a certain sercretive organization that uses a series of ascending steps to transform and restore and its initiates. No, its not the Masons (those guys...
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Spring break is over now, folks.

I find myself back here, staring into the presaging faces of my various procrastinations, and they tell me they need work. I'm always telling myself that, and I have hope that that conviction will someday outweigh my lofty tendancies towards carefree procrastination. But as of now...
I'm warming up to write a bullshit paper, hence the bullshit. Incidently, I...
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I'm back home for the holidays, back to the listless normalcy of the everyday world I grew up in. It's a bit of a shock after my short adventure at Camp College. College seems like it should be such a surreal experience, but my life here feels even more so. I don't feel out of place here, but there is a definite sense of change...
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hmmmm... I guess that's it.

I was just thinking and... no nevermind

amatuer poetry is so awful, sorry bout that.

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