Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

crowings

Member Since 2004

Followers 0 Following 3

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Jan 01, 2008

Jan 1, 2008
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I could break myself into a thousand pieces
and still never be further from you.

It's been plenty busy the past month. My existence has felt a bit like a sponge that's been stretched across an unwavering desert plane, drawn so taut that all conception of which parts of it are still intact and where those parts might be is lost, and quickly eviscerated of all its moisture. That might be a bit melodramatic. What I mean is that it's been very stressful and I very rarely choose constructive ways of dealing with such stress, as such I feel spread a bit too thin for my liking (to quote one Crow T. Robot, "The salad needs more butter!"). I don't want to descend into a melancholious lollygagging of my emotional state, suffice it to say that I haven't been feeling quite right, and I've been mistreating both myself and someone very close to me. This is something I'm determined to remedy, a new year's resolution, if that didn't sound so trite.

Fortunately, this is an opportune time to be on the mend. I've been alloted this grace period known by the secular title of 'winter break' for which I am ever so grateful, and moreover the tribulations of the so-called holiday season have peaked (not that I don't like the holidays, just that they tend to be a bit hard on the old liver 'n' kidneys, not to mention mental stability). So I am ready to recover, spending the next few weeks in leisurely study and studious leisure.

Wish me luck, and I'll wish it back to you.

More Blogs

  • 04.07.08
    0

    Tuesday Apr 08, 2008

    157 hours to deadline. A crawling sense to doom is unhinging at the d…
  • 03.06.08
    0

    Friday Mar 07, 2008

    Tonight I was walking around alone, drunk, lost, confused and feeling…
  • 02.21.08
    0

    Friday Feb 22, 2008

    I'm too laconic for my own good. I'll see you in a month, loves. Unt…
  • 02.17.08
    0

    Sunday Feb 17, 2008

    Okay, it's time to take that one down. I write sporadically, usually…
  • 02.04.08
    0

    Monday Feb 04, 2008

    Well, I've been looking for some time to do a real update lately and …
  • 01.30.08
    0

    Thursday Jan 31, 2008

    Birds and flowers can only wave in the wind to say hello. I just w…
  • 01.01.08
    0

    Tuesday Jan 01, 2008

    I could break myself into a thousand pieces and still never be furth…
  • 12.03.07
    0

    Monday Dec 03, 2007

    This morning I had a dream within a dream. Not only that, but in the …
  • 11.26.07
    0

    Monday Nov 26, 2007

    I step out for some fresh air and the door closes behind me. Thin fre…
  • 10.21.07
    0

    Monday Oct 22, 2007

    It takes a certain determination to chase a feeling. It's not quite s…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
8
months
15
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,589 SuicideGirls
  • 1,123,275 followers
  • 14,905,913 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,356,183 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo