Well it wasn't my best test but hey I passed. I'm taking tonight off. No studying whatsoever.
Good news, I got my medical equipment and I learned how to do eye, ear and nose exams in my Physical Examination class yesterday. We practiced in lab today. My group met our Preceptor. Cool guy who went to Emory and has been a PA the past nine years. We had a good laugh as he showed us how to properly line up the opthalmoscope and use the otoscope. Now I have a complete set. Anyone want to play Doctor? ;-)
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So my time studying the books has left me alone with my thoughts for a while. This can be scary, frightening, exciting, door opening all at once. I haven't really had time like this since I left for Miami this summer. Time in my mind during breaks for me to look inward. Soul check, Gutt twisting honesty time.
Love - ever evading my life. I think that I've come to terms that I'm jaded. More jaded than I ever thought I was. I'm bitter towards women. Women I meet, women that I find interesting. I tried to obstain from the "game" but it has made me miserable. I should never have obstained from the game, just played the game by my rules.
Sex - Been a long time. I feel that I don't want a cheep fuck or a quick lay. Most of my desires have been for someone to cuddle with, someone to hold through the coming cold nights.
Drugs - No time for partying. I really don't know when I'll dance again, feel the beat of a party. Maybe Starscape, maybe sometime soon.
Friends - I really don't have the time to talk to them. When I'm not studying I'm honestly not in the mood to hold a phone up to my ear. I find that when I close my eyes all I want to do is take a nap or exercise to free myslef from this stress.
Swimming - It's been two weeks since I've hit the water. My class has started a Friday chill night called S.P.A.M. (Surviving Phyician Associate Misery). This Friday is a Potluck at a classmates house on the beach. I think I might go for a midnight swim.
Good news, I got my medical equipment and I learned how to do eye, ear and nose exams in my Physical Examination class yesterday. We practiced in lab today. My group met our Preceptor. Cool guy who went to Emory and has been a PA the past nine years. We had a good laugh as he showed us how to properly line up the opthalmoscope and use the otoscope. Now I have a complete set. Anyone want to play Doctor? ;-)
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So my time studying the books has left me alone with my thoughts for a while. This can be scary, frightening, exciting, door opening all at once. I haven't really had time like this since I left for Miami this summer. Time in my mind during breaks for me to look inward. Soul check, Gutt twisting honesty time.
Love - ever evading my life. I think that I've come to terms that I'm jaded. More jaded than I ever thought I was. I'm bitter towards women. Women I meet, women that I find interesting. I tried to obstain from the "game" but it has made me miserable. I should never have obstained from the game, just played the game by my rules.
Sex - Been a long time. I feel that I don't want a cheep fuck or a quick lay. Most of my desires have been for someone to cuddle with, someone to hold through the coming cold nights.
Drugs - No time for partying. I really don't know when I'll dance again, feel the beat of a party. Maybe Starscape, maybe sometime soon.
Friends - I really don't have the time to talk to them. When I'm not studying I'm honestly not in the mood to hold a phone up to my ear. I find that when I close my eyes all I want to do is take a nap or exercise to free myslef from this stress.
Swimming - It's been two weeks since I've hit the water. My class has started a Friday chill night called S.P.A.M. (Surviving Phyician Associate Misery). This Friday is a Potluck at a classmates house on the beach. I think I might go for a midnight swim.
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please check my thread in your regional group and see if you can find it in your heart to help me?