Do you just stop, and start to think about whats going on? That what you do with your life is ok? Why do you feel like your all alone? A friend told me that " If enough people love you, then you'd stop needing love" what dose that mean?? Can someone tell me???... Mayb tonight is my night to just stop and think? i feel like i need to say im sorry, that mayb i wasnt a better friend? or that i havent said thank you alot. I dont know? its 3:15am and im thinking about this now? mayb its be'coz in about 2week or so is the day i almost killed myself? and no im NOT going to get all "oh feel sorry for me"... i've never said anything about it till now, and only the people that was there nows what happen. (And thinking about it i never got to say thank you for being ther for me.. So thank you) Hell i forget myself till i was talking to someone from the past and it came up. and it only came up to rub in my face... No big... its come and gone.... I think im going to end this blog with this line... "Every Man Has His Own Destiny: The Only Imperative Is To Follow It, To Accept It...No Matter Where It Leads Him." ~Henry Miller