now i think that i'll take you back to the quote..."if you love me, then love me."-susan delgado. I thought that in my love life...as fucked up as it's been...this has been the most well put phrase...if all of my past lovers who claimed to love me would have let me love them then i doubt very much that i would have had as many...which is at the same time a bad thing as i would not have found the woman i have now...so in the end...i suppose that i'm glad that they didn't let me love them...but still a great quote