So here we are...well here I am...now, single and loving it...sorta...lots of free time...more musical inspiration though...all good things I suppose...but I gotta be honest...I miss the xgf...but what is one to do...besides just suck it up right...god I hate feeling alone...but I guess that everyone needs to be alone from time to time...first time in over eight years though...kinda scary...but fuck it...whatever's whatever...right... 