crookedirishman

You know its funny. Poeple will say almost anything to get you off there back...including saying they don't hate you when in fact they do...I am sitting at home alone on New Years Eve...with nothing to do save tell you guys how miserable my life is right know...and worse then that I feel as though it's all my fault in that I was diagnosed with severe depression, and anxiety, and found out that everything I ever thought was probably wrong...and now I am left alone, miserable and know that the two women I have ever really charished I hurt to much andd drove them both away...lesson learned...I guess...be yourself...but don't be yourself...express yourself but don't express yourself...never think of yourself and always think of her...and she will always think of her, too...but never fear...lonelyness and selfloathing a normal feelings in a person...right