crookedirishman

The worst depression I've ever known is that of after seeing my kids and saying goodbye...and not knowing when I'm going to see them next...is there anything worse then that...if there is someone please inlighten me...

ok so I called me ex/kids three times and got nothing but her voice mail...I suppose I shouldn't be suprised...I don't think she wants me to talk to them...

Another day closer to having to sit in front of a judge and look all respecable like with a mohawk...how exactally does one sit all resectable in front of a judge with a mohawk? Seriously...I don't have a clue...Hell...I haven't seen my kids or ex in that long...none of that am I really proud of but yet a man's gotta work to pay for the...
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Greetings and salutations....all you lovely people. Have you ever missed someone who may not even be real, or you may not really know...Like for instance, I've been reading Steven Kings' 'Dark Tower' series, I'm up to the last book...but I don't have it...so I can't read it, obviously, or not particularly in my case as I hate reality tv, ain't nothin real about it...but reality...
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Thats it...I've decided...I hate being poor. Never get to do anything, never get to go anywhere, never get to see anyone...I don't even get to see my kids because I'm working so much, to provide for them and their bitch...I mean mother...sorry that was rude of me...but yet she doesn't care if I'm destitute Anyway...other then that I don't really have much else to say...
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So...today I found out that there isn't a goddamn thing I can do about the court taking the money out of my paycheck...Isn't that just the greatest...screwed and not the way I like either, not that I should be suprised...it's my lot I suppose

Ok the government has gone to far this time...they left me with 38 bucks in my paycheck...can you beleive that 38 fucking dollars. So much for the cost of living...I can't afford smokes for the next two weeks...I hate this fucking country...

You know some times you find things in the last place you look...though if you kept looking after you found it then I guess you need to just stop what your doing...pull your pants down and cut off or out whichever parts it is that you have because you are offically to stupid to live and should therefore not, by any circumstances procreate...this has been...
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So appereantly, my new boss loves my work...not all that suprising...I love my work, and in case you don't know I am a chef...unfortunately, I don't get paid like one...at least not yet But I must admit it still feels goooood to have your work apriceated. Can't wait till the right time to start taking over on some of the management shit, i.e. ordering, inventory,...
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So I acheived to feats tonight...first I amazed one of the gay guys at work with my charm...towards my gf..you perves...by asking about buying bottles of wine togo...and then obviously, my gf after work with a decent bottle of '03 shiraz...Californian...anyway we enjoyed a nice glass...for her...two and a half for me... yeah, I won't lie after working all night it felt preety fucking good...espeically...
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So the woman decided to take the next one already...negative again...thank god I suppose...but still no little freind. I guess I should not worry for now, but I still find that hard to do...with out her visiter it is still a possibitity...Anyway...thank you again for the words of incouragement

O.K...news from the 'front'...First test came up neg. one more in a week...lets hope...fingures crossed.