This is my last blog on here. I'm not going to read the blogs (or group comments) on this site anymore. Anyone who wants to still talk to me can contact me on my MySpace profile. Because I'll probably end my membership when I come up for renewal (November).
I'm never really this open about my life, but I really don't have anything to lose at this point. So enjoy.
I'm being told not to read Sassie's blog anymore, by her. Mainly due to the fact that it bothers me to see she's getting naked with another dude, taking pictures of her "sex hair" there and then posting it in her blog. I don't think I can really stand being on here anymore. She said she didn't do it to hurt me but for everyone else to see. Which makes sense, but it still hurts.
On top of that, I'm being called a dildo, and a jerk by people that don't even know me on here when I didn't do anything wrong. So to those people, I want to just say fuck you. They probably don't read this anyway.
It's obvious that she called me out on the fact that I had sex with my ex-girlfriend. This happens to be same ex-girlfriend that she likes to call a slut and a whore. Jumping to this conclusion from meeting her twice 4 years ago. I've known her for 10 years now, and we've been pretty much best friends off and on the whole time. Off and on because she got married to a controlling asshole (now divorced).
Now I can't deny the fact that I did have sex with her. We never actually had sex before when we did date way back in the day... I'm talking high school. But lets take a step back and look at everything that happened.
-We decide to have a little time apart. We discussed it a lot. Reasons for this were abundant. Main points being we've been together for 5 years spending almost all our time together. She's bipolar and has a bunch of other problems that I was able to deal with up to recently and it was getting to be a bit much. She wanted to start an open relationship which I wasn't up for.
-Separating for a little, you'd think maybe she'd go to her parents or a close friends house. What did she do the day after deciding on the separation? She went to CaptainBackfire's house in Maryland, someone she's already been talking about wanting to have sex with, and then performed such an act (she already talked about it on her blog, nothing new). I could get into this whole situation a lot farther, but it's up for debate. Needless to say, the point of the separation wasn't to go fuck other people. Just to spend a little time by ourselves. I wouldn't be fucking some chick that just got separated the day before. It's just not right, and I'd be ashamed. You heard me.
-At this point, I know what happened (because she told me) and I told her we're done. We're getting a divorce. Even if technically separated, I don't give a fuck what you say, it's cheating (not just in my mind, but by law, haha). Like I already stated, it was to be by ourselves, not with others. She's obviously upset about this. I am too.
-So even though she's upset about this, now she's seeing some other guy. Some dude she met on here and happens to live in Harrisburg.
-It doesn't matter what I do at this point. Damage is done. I've been hanging with my ex already a little bit since she lives one street up (since we're allowed to hang out again). We had sex. Oh no! I'm terrible. "Anybody but her." I think she'd be just as upset no matter who it would have been with. But of course this triggered her to go off the deep end even more (not necessary to get into).
And now we're back to what I said before I started this little detailed events thing. So as you can see, it's not all me. It's us. We ended up falling apart. I was her first serious boyfriend and only person she's ever had sex with. So all this shit that happened was inevitable. She wants to hit it with other dudes. She wants to have freedom. Well she's getting it. After having sex with my ex, Sassie told me I can never have her again. Even though I told her the same thing already after her day-after-separation fun times. I don't trust her and I can't look at her the same anymore. I didn't really want her anymore. I wanted what we used to have and we can't live in the past.
Please note, I'm not trying to side people with me. That being said, if you take a side and you might as well just take her's because I don't like people taking sides. Just know the truth.
Nice knowing you guys!
I'm never really this open about my life, but I really don't have anything to lose at this point. So enjoy.
I'm being told not to read Sassie's blog anymore, by her. Mainly due to the fact that it bothers me to see she's getting naked with another dude, taking pictures of her "sex hair" there and then posting it in her blog. I don't think I can really stand being on here anymore. She said she didn't do it to hurt me but for everyone else to see. Which makes sense, but it still hurts.
On top of that, I'm being called a dildo, and a jerk by people that don't even know me on here when I didn't do anything wrong. So to those people, I want to just say fuck you. They probably don't read this anyway.
It's obvious that she called me out on the fact that I had sex with my ex-girlfriend. This happens to be same ex-girlfriend that she likes to call a slut and a whore. Jumping to this conclusion from meeting her twice 4 years ago. I've known her for 10 years now, and we've been pretty much best friends off and on the whole time. Off and on because she got married to a controlling asshole (now divorced).
Now I can't deny the fact that I did have sex with her. We never actually had sex before when we did date way back in the day... I'm talking high school. But lets take a step back and look at everything that happened.
-We decide to have a little time apart. We discussed it a lot. Reasons for this were abundant. Main points being we've been together for 5 years spending almost all our time together. She's bipolar and has a bunch of other problems that I was able to deal with up to recently and it was getting to be a bit much. She wanted to start an open relationship which I wasn't up for.
-Separating for a little, you'd think maybe she'd go to her parents or a close friends house. What did she do the day after deciding on the separation? She went to CaptainBackfire's house in Maryland, someone she's already been talking about wanting to have sex with, and then performed such an act (she already talked about it on her blog, nothing new). I could get into this whole situation a lot farther, but it's up for debate. Needless to say, the point of the separation wasn't to go fuck other people. Just to spend a little time by ourselves. I wouldn't be fucking some chick that just got separated the day before. It's just not right, and I'd be ashamed. You heard me.
-At this point, I know what happened (because she told me) and I told her we're done. We're getting a divorce. Even if technically separated, I don't give a fuck what you say, it's cheating (not just in my mind, but by law, haha). Like I already stated, it was to be by ourselves, not with others. She's obviously upset about this. I am too.
-So even though she's upset about this, now she's seeing some other guy. Some dude she met on here and happens to live in Harrisburg.
-It doesn't matter what I do at this point. Damage is done. I've been hanging with my ex already a little bit since she lives one street up (since we're allowed to hang out again). We had sex. Oh no! I'm terrible. "Anybody but her." I think she'd be just as upset no matter who it would have been with. But of course this triggered her to go off the deep end even more (not necessary to get into).
And now we're back to what I said before I started this little detailed events thing. So as you can see, it's not all me. It's us. We ended up falling apart. I was her first serious boyfriend and only person she's ever had sex with. So all this shit that happened was inevitable. She wants to hit it with other dudes. She wants to have freedom. Well she's getting it. After having sex with my ex, Sassie told me I can never have her again. Even though I told her the same thing already after her day-after-separation fun times. I don't trust her and I can't look at her the same anymore. I didn't really want her anymore. I wanted what we used to have and we can't live in the past.
Please note, I'm not trying to side people with me. That being said, if you take a side and you might as well just take her's because I don't like people taking sides. Just know the truth.
Nice knowing you guys!
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suri:
cute new profile picture!! hows tricks?
suri:
pretty good, we are moveing to a bigger place. (just across town) And we are excited for holloween though we have no plans.