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cristabelle

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Monday May 26, 2008

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i wish i could
stop being so sneakily mean around my boyfriend. i dont know why i do this, but it happens eventually in every relationship. its not at all that i dont love him, cuz i do , but my behavior has been horrible! no wonder he drinks into a stupor. it drives me crazy, and it drives me crazy that he puts up with it. i dunno if i secretly want him to leave me. sometimes i imagine that happening, and i know id be really upset and it'd be painful, but i know that i'd go on and be just fine. i suck

all i wanna do now that the weather has finnally changed, is walk down and lie by the pool all day. the sun is like a really good narcotic. it makes me dreamy. haha whatever that means
so thats the plan for this day off from school. i cant really drive my car cuz of some sort of bad oil situation. so maybe i'll walk to my hair dressers this afternoon?

have a good memorial day/ do the whole american cookout beer passout thing kiss
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jiggscasey:
You do it because theres a part of you somewhere that doesn't really feel like you deserve something good on that level, and you can't respect anyone who sees something like that that is worthwhile in you when you don't.

Go for the roots when you feel you've had enough. It's all there, and you likely deserve to be happy in the ways you just don't understand.

Good luck.
May 28, 2008
chazgasm:
hope you had a great long weekend darling
May 28, 2008

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