Saturday Sep 10, 2005

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I know the reason i need to stop drinking. singleness. i do somr stupid shit and then i go on the really depressing long walk drunk as fuck walk home and i get all down about myself but if my sober self was there i would smack drunk me upside the head and say 'choose to be happy. you get to figure stuff out in this phase. answers don't come til later'

I want the girl that i want that wants me. I have her in my grasp. a new, out of harms way beauty with the small runners body that I want to hold so long against my body. But I do stupid things like talk to exgirlfriends in dark rooms that resemble the one that holds our first kiss. Tragically in a room i made love in and next to the shower where we had our best moments. I get drunk. I get horny. These days, I get sad. But with my little runner body next to me, and we can kill any bottle she wants to and my night won't be so sad.

That why, at this stage, I should stop drinking. And I should stop thinking and go to sleep. I have two auditions and two improv performances tomorrow.

Fucking shit I got drunk. DDDRUNKKKKK ARRR!!!
lenox:
ya drunkness doesn't help singleness depression....nor do ex's (I can tell ya that for a fact >__<wink

hope you wake up feeling better and not like 'blah hangover'

sorry couldn't make it to auditions - too busy today and in perspective i won;t be around for the opening night for New Faces.

thnx again for inviting me out the other night - was a great time ^_^
hedy:
heehee...ah whatever. drunken sexy times are good no matter what. chi-hottie indeed...and thank you for the hella sweet comment on my first set, doll! yer sucha cutie-pie. kiss

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