crispy_boy

I know the reason i need to stop drinking. singleness. i do somr stupid shit and then i go on the really depressing long walk drunk as fuck walk home and i get all down about myself but if my sober self was there i would smack drunk me upside the head and say 'choose to be happy. you get to figure stuff out in this phase. answers don't come til later'

I want the girl that i want that wants me. I have her in my grasp. a new, out of harms way beauty with the small runners body that I want to hold so long against my body. But I do stupid things like talk to exgirlfriends in dark rooms that resemble the one that holds our first kiss. Tragically in a room i made love in and next to the shower where we had our best moments. I get drunk. I get horny. These days, I get sad. But with my little runner body next to me, and we can kill any bottle she wants to and my night won't be so sad.

That why, at this stage, I should stop drinking. And I should stop thinking and go to sleep. I have two auditions and two improv performances tomorrow.

Fucking shit I got drunk. DDDRUNKKKKK