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A quick lil update so I can go nap.

I don't feel like I deserve a lot of the good things I have.

I am a terrible student. I don't want to fail school. I feel like if I don't keep up with my shit, I'll just lose it. Breakdown 3.0.

Me and the girl have been doing great for nearly two months. We haven't...
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melly:
Haha yeah I love that video! tongue
rosie_baby:
stoned philosophy is probably the best.
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Happy belated Halloween. It was a bit of a disappointment even though I had an awesome costume. I was the Riddler/Edward Nigma all day. Pictures soon (its hard to get pictures update when the computer you use isn't yours).

Everyone should go check out my room mate Volkano. He's a member because of me biggrin biggrin biggrin . Missy, if you're reading this, do I get...
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lenox:
ya gotta be in the army to get a referal bonus =p
rosie_baby:
cant wait to see the pics
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Ok. So I should update because I gave the wrong impression. That impression is a drunk me. Everything is great with the girl now. I can't really speak for her, but I just think that it was the Bacardi mixing around with emotions. We're not 100% comfortable with each other. We really want to be, its just that that takes time. So yeah. The world...
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rosie_baby:
technology can be a pain in the ass though
oxalis:
Happy Halloween!
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my computer died. she's holding some of my files for ransom. I was done with her anyway. But she managed to crap out right before I planned on backing everything up.

That silly ho. tongue
rosie_baby:
damn bitches, always screw you before you can screw them.

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In Chicago, when you want something bad enough.....you steal it.

Hence Game 2. God, I love this fucking town.
rosie_baby:
what a great quote. nuff said.

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lenox:
just give it time....

^_^
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Thank you Tony Kushner:

But still. Still. Bless me anyway.

I want more life. I can't help myself. I do.

I've lived through such terrible times, and there are people who live through much, much worse, but...You see them living anyway.

When they're more spirit than body, more sores than skin, when they're burned and in agony, when flies lay eggs in the corners of...
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I hate having friends. I don't hate my friends, I just don't like having to have them. But I did come to some realizations about relationships this summer. I just can't get out of the funk of being the-insecure-friend. In real life or in my head. I don't know. And this whole girly-pursuit I am involved in doesn't help. I've never walked on so many...
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lenox:
<3 ^___^ We definitely need to hang out.

and you're so very right about a lot of things
magni:
You probably know you aren't supposed to walk on eggshells. Being sensitive to other people and not rushing in to judge them is nice but you get be yourself too. Everybody is supposed to be free to be whoever they are and if they have social problems, to work them out. If they are lucky to have someone with them, great. But if they do not they have to take care of it themselves.

Believe me, you will not be happy if you pretzel around someone else's fickleness. Just stay calm and take it from there.
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iloveyoumang:
Golden Girlz. Sweet.
rosie_baby:
somebody likes older women.

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I know the reason i need to stop drinking. singleness. i do somr stupid shit and then i go on the really depressing long walk drunk as fuck walk home and i get all down about myself but if my sober self was there i would smack drunk me upside the head and say 'choose to be happy. you get to figure stuff out in...
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lenox:
ya drunkness doesn't help singleness depression....nor do ex's (I can tell ya that for a fact >__<wink

hope you wake up feeling better and not like 'blah hangover'

sorry couldn't make it to auditions - too busy today and in perspective i won;t be around for the opening night for New Faces.

thnx again for inviting me out the other night - was a great time ^_^
hedy:
heehee...ah whatever. drunken sexy times are good no matter what. chi-hottie indeed...and thank you for the hella sweet comment on my first set, doll! yer sucha cutie-pie. kiss
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well, the only really new thing is going on is that I am in classes. Most of them are pretty cool. I am in Digital Photography and Screenwriting. They're both one-night-a-week classes. Then I have BIO 122 ( puke ). Theatre History is actually pretty cool. I didn't think it would have me this captivated in class, but it does. And then somewhere along the line,...
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rosie_baby:
screw self control, if you can multi task go for it. you'll look back & say, damn why didnt I hit that shit.

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ninjaprodigy:
Yeah, I say if you can manage both, go for it.
Or at least try to see if you can wink
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Classes have begun. Already I have the "what the fuck am I doing here?" thoughts as I sit in them. GRRRRRRRRR.



Thought I would join in the fun.
FIRSTS:
1. First concert: Kill Hannah
2. First car: '86 Chevy Celebrity (still going strong)
3. First real kiss: 11
4. First screen name: crispyphil
5. First self purchased album: Beatles - Yellow Submarine
6. First funeral:...
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rosie_baby:
this is some interesting stuff. I got a kick out of your answer for arrogant.

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