crisco25

So Im reading this book called "BE HERE NOW" and it has do with stuff like letting go of the world, of desire, of ego and transcending all the bullshit. Wich right now in my life is exactly what I need. Easier said then done. I think if you really really want to go beyhond all of this world that we see everyday, then go to some tibetan village and become a monk. The truth is that, "hell ya we create all of our bullshit everyday, we make ourselves get upset or happy, or unwanted or desireable and it is my head that makes me feel like crap. Totally within my control how I feel. But how fucking boring would everything get if we didn't allow ourselves to be vulnerable or sad or feel pain. Then I couldn't feel excitement or happiness or be as creative without anything to filter through my crazy head and spit out at the world offering my peace. We all want some kind of peace, but not all the time. Like a stagnant pool of water, nothing would move and everything would be the same. Fuck That. I've strayed from the book a bit, but thats ok. I have been trying for my whole life to find myself, and I know that I never will, it's the journey that matters. So if we let go of desire why would we ever go on a journey. I do however think that most of us could do some good to let go of much of our ego's but not all of it. Just don't let it control you. This is my piece for the day. No I will sing along with my Itunes. PEACE! we out.