Oh shit man. What a fucking day. I sort off broke off things with a girl I was seeing that I have deep feelings for but there is too much shit in my life right now. But it doesn't mean it's over and we will still hang out. Plus I just got an offer on my house that I've been trying to sell that I owned with my last girlfriend of 71/2 years. I pretty much moved to Kansas City for her. So it means all ties will be cut with her and I can pack up my stuff and head back to Chicago to be around family and friends and finish up school so I can follow my dreams of being an art teacher. Life can be so crazy sometimes, and when it rains it fucking pours. I think it really helps that I love the rain, even more so when it thunders. I've contacted my brother back home and some buddies and they are getting a hockey team together so I'll be back in time to be a part of that. Right now I need to get naked.

