1. What's your name?
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You can call me Cripple! I actually really love it. My siblings call me “gimpy” as a term of endearment.
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2. What's your sign?
I am a Gemini in traditional astrology and a dragon under the Chinese zodiac.
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3. Have you ever kissed a girl?
Yes, I love kissing girls!
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4. How long have you been modeling for SuicideGirls?
My first set came out in May 2017! So two years and some change. I really wish I could find another hopeful to work with. I just can’t achieve some of the most flattering positions that I know I look great in without someone supporting me from behind. You would also get to see a sexy beautiful woman take my clothes off. Which is so hot. I just love multi sets and I think they were really made for me! Haha Just imagine if we got three girls! We could get shots of them getting me out of my chair and putting m onto the bed then the able bodied ladies could undress each other! It would be so much fun too. I get so excited thinking about this stuff. Boy I need to shoot a new set. I’ve got an excellent photographer already signed on and a great location I’ve been to before. It has amazing lighting.
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5. How many tattoos do you have?
Four soon to be five! I’m so very excited. It will be my biggest yet. I’m tired of little tattoos. Haha It’s going to be on my right side. Maybe mid ribs to an inch above my hip.
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6. How do you feel about kids?
I love kids! I would love to have kids of my own but because I couldn’t physically help take care of a baby I think it would be difficult even for my partner to take care of me and a child. I mean, how do you choose who to help breath when choking: your girlfriend or your child? I would never want to willingly put my child in a situation where that could happen. One of the reasons that polyamory appealed to me is the thought that with multiple partners child care would be more possible than without. Unfortunately, our girlfriend doesn’t want kids. But I’m happy not having kids. I have several nieces and nephews that I enjoy spoiling. I have thought about adopting or fostering an older kid sometime in the far -off future. I wish I could adopt my little brother.
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7. What’s your deal with religion?
I am agnostic with atheist tendencies. Space cat is my higher power.
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8. What's your disability?
I am a c1 quadriplegic from a brain stem stroke that I had when I was 11.
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9. How does your disability affect you?
All right. Here we go. I am functionally paralyzed from the mid neck down. What I mean by “functionally” paralyzed is this: although I have very slight movement in my neck, shoulders, and triceps it is not enough to do anything besides show my mannerisms when I talk. I can also give a very weak fist bump to someone (my preference over a handshake) or slightly rub elbows with a loved one that is sitting very close to me. But that is it. My diaphragm is partially paralyzed and that prevents me from initiating a cough. Which is why I have the tracheostomy. I want to explain this too. Now if something starts scratching my throat, my body will make me cough. I just can’t make myself cough. I hope that makes sense. So all of that snot and saliva that you all swallow and/or cough up every day, that gets sucked out of my trach many times a day. It’s super sexy! Haha I also have sleep apnea so I’m on CPAP settings through a ventilator but only at night.
I also can’t pee or poop on my own so that’s fun. I won’t give you the details on bowel care but the way I get cathed is pretty cool. My urologist used my appendix (Mine actually had a use, as my boyfriend says.) to create a pathway from my bladder to a stoma (a man-made opening in the skin) where a catheter can be inserted to empty my bladder. I’m cathed around 6-8 times a day. That surgery was one of the best I've ever had because it improved my life dramatically. Before I had that surgery I would have to be transferred in and out of bed to pee because a nurse had to go through my urethra. Do you know how difficult it is to find a women’s urethra?! Talk about awkward, time consuming, and awful things to deal with from the age of 11-18. But being cathed through my urethra for years doesn’t hurt. You’re body gets used to it.
As for my sensation, I am extremely lucky and grateful for the fact that I can feel most everything. When some people hear that they initially think, “That sucks. “ But actually it’s incredibly useful that I can feel pain. In twenty years I have only had one bed sore and I know it has a lot to do with the fact that I can tell if my foot has been in the same position too long or if my back hurts and I need to be repositioned. Pressure sores are a very big deal for quads. Not sure about paras. After all, Christopher Reeves died from an infected bed sore. I can also tell when my bladder is full. That is pretty rad too. But the best part of being able to feel most everything is feeling affection. I love having all of body rubbed, licked, fingered, fucked, and slapped… especially my pussy.
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10. What's your goal in life?
To broaden people’s minds about sex and disability. I would also like to be a literal role model to women everywhere who don’t know that it’s okay to be a naughty quad. I would really like to help people with all types of disabilities, (invisible, physical, mental, addiction) to live their best life by offering as much help and support as I can.
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11. What's the scariest thing you've ever experienced?
My mama had to get a lung cancer screening last year. She was fine but waiting for the results to come back was pretty fucking awful.
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12. What's the most triumphant thing you've ever experienced?
I’m going to be a published author very soon when my first book comes out!
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13. Do you have any hidden talents?
Yes, my chaturbate fans know this but I’m able to masturbate hands free with my just my brain and it’s fucking awesome! I wish I knew how I was making myself orgasm but I really don’t. I wish I did though because I would like to be able to teach others who can’t orgasm how to get themselves off. It can be very difficult and even impossible for some people. I was one of them for a long time and I know how miserable that can be.
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14. What movie did you watch recently?
Mary Poppins Returns and it was very good. I don’t want to spoil it for anyone.
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15. Who are some of your heroes and people that you look up to?
Lady Gaga, Noel Fielding, Ellen Degeneres, and RuPaul. They are all so creative, multi-talented, and unique people who have made a name for themselves in the entertainment industry.
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16. Watch any good shows recently?
I just binged AJ and The Queen. I thought it was great. Very funny, sweet, full of RuPaul! I also binged the newest season of Grace & Frankie and it’s as good as always. I really love dessert competition shows. For some weird psychological reason they help satiate my cravings for sugar which I have a lot of. I just watched Zumbo’s Just Desserts. I’ve seen Adriano Zumbo as a guest judge on Sugar Rush but I had not seen any of his pastry work. After watching his show I have so much more of an appreciation for his culinary genius because he is simply that, a genius. If you are a foodie I highly recommend it.
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17. What's your favorite animal?
I love cats! But sheep and lambs too. They are so very cute. I collect lamb and sheep stuffed animals. I have around ten and they all have names. But I love all soft, cute, and/or fluffy animals!
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18. What's your favorite drink?
Well, I don’t drink alcohol. Due to the alcoholism in my family history. I actually think I could handle a drink from time to time. But my life is too great (usually. Not this week or last. I’m really hoping it gets better soon. ) to risk it over something so unnecessary.
I do know that I like the taste of Gin. It tastes life Christmas Trees! I’m always curious about what my friends are drinking when we go out so I will ask if I can try there’s. I also like The Dude’s drink of choice, virgin daiquiris, virgin margaritas, and most sweet drinks.
One of my favorite non-alcoholic drinks is an Indian smoothie called a mango lassi and it’s so delicious! It comes in other flavors but I honestly have no interest in trying them because for me nothing is better than mango. But if you don’t like mango you could try strawberry.
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19. What is the one meal that you would eat all the time if you could?
A medium rare filet mignon with a lobster tail. Cheesecake for dessert. Take the leftovers home (I usually can’t finish all of it.) have cheesecake for breakfast the next day, then steak and eggs for lunch! Mmm. It's so expensive!
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20. If you could pick any 3 living celebrities to get high with, who would they be?
I’m going to pick 3 that I haven’t previously mentioned.
Snoop Dogg, Barack Obama (Or any of the Obama’s), Doug Benson or Jon Stewart
Thank you all for reading my blog and thank you @nymm for nominating me! It took me forever to type it all up but I enjoyed doing it. What else would you like to know? I can do a part 2 later.
I would like to nominate @freakme @jacinto2 @doudy01 @starstuff @midnight @sid @tatcat @lilithmarie @wheelsandpearls @starbomb @reallifepirate @bookcouple @tribe Of course substitute questions for ones that are relevant to you. Please tag me so I can check out your answers.
@rambo @missy @eirenne @teal @shaine
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