I want to thank all of you for the wonderful advice... I've taken it to heart and I'm trying to actually utilize it. But I really do appreciate everything...
Even though I'm super-duper excited about moving and leaving all this shit behind, it's very recently become a kind of bitter sweet thing....
Up until recently there hasn't been anything here for me other than alot of deep scars and bad memories. And yet now, I'm not so worried about them. I'm just worried that I'm too damn shy for my own good. I'm worried that I might lose a really KICKASS person... Even though it's a fairly new friendship, it's definetely worthwhile... DAMN infectious smile!!!! And yeah I'm talkin' about ya, suck it up!!!!
Even though I'm super-duper excited about moving and leaving all this shit behind, it's very recently become a kind of bitter sweet thing....
Up until recently there hasn't been anything here for me other than alot of deep scars and bad memories. And yet now, I'm not so worried about them. I'm just worried that I'm too damn shy for my own good. I'm worried that I might lose a really KICKASS person... Even though it's a fairly new friendship, it's definetely worthwhile... DAMN infectious smile!!!! And yeah I'm talkin' about ya, suck it up!!!!

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laputa64:
everything will have a way of working itself out. i have faith hon! nwe beginnings are always good.
myndlss1:
You'll be fine, if I made friends you'll make friends
