Friday Apr 21, 2006

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"The truth is that money is only troublesome when one begins to count it." --A.C.

Well said, A.C.
(though, most likely, quite easily said, as he had quite alot of it.)

~before I get started, I don't even wanna talk about it anymore.-Fuck money.~

We could talk about pleasure. I know OV THIS. YES. Don't belive me? Go ahead, test me. I dare you. Sound...
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francesca:
I agree! People need to control their money not have money control us! Another massage therapist has found me! Have you heard of myofascial release? I've had a few classes and love it. I'm going to a myofascial retreat in Sedona in May to take care of myself a little. I can't wait!
abyssia:
Don't count money and don't count ON money! So there - and ha!

Methinks perhaps the pleasure of which you speak is a shared creation and not a simple gift. Since you value it, you know what to do.... kiss

Tuesday Apr 11, 2006

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Journal time!!

It's apparant that I've been doing too much at once,(too much research, studying, etc.) I need to focus more. I'll be slowing down in my studies, but hopefully increasing my results.

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Thele-mental

low, what was carried in?
slow, a sickness born within

molded from blood ov the brain,
caste from Gods, obviously insane.

Diminished Star,
reversal ov "ain soph aur"

his lost...
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abyssia:
you know, just about all i have to say, aside from well said, is RIGHT ON!!!!

and uh, now my ear kind of itches and tingles and all around feels strange.... ooo aaa (the monkey did it)
teena:
hey SGPHilly is drinking @ Johnny Brendas tonight around 10PM. Its an open event and you should come out and meet us. then we can vouch for you to get in the group tongue

Tuesday Mar 07, 2006

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abyssia:
Face Your-Self!
abyssia:
poop

Saturday Mar 04, 2006

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Today was an interesting day. I went to the ghetto to attend a lecture on "Dying Gods and avatars".. Imagine that!!, the collapse of metaphysics in the slums of N. philly! Quite an appropriate venue, I think.....

Wednesday Feb 08, 2006

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another session (downtrodden)

Sits across from me, guarded by her desk
Invisible boundry separating the "sick" from all the rest.

tales are told, the ashtray fills,
dreams of FUCK, sluts and pills.

went too far, want too much.
still held back, and never got enough.

loathe myself, hate me whole.
devoid of life, despite my soul.

I could learn, i'd feel new,
if I could...
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abyssia:
I had an intake with a doc once who ended up being my shrink for a few years.... At the end, as she walked me to the door, she put her arm around my shoulder as if to comfort me and said, "you're going to need a lot of therapy." whatever


~mer kiss

Sunday Feb 05, 2006

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there's this cool thing i can do. it's called reading. for all you genuises out there, it's when you decipher the organization of letters on a page and......o-kay, sorry, that wasn't necessary.

here's what i learn-ded today:

USELESS KNOWLEDGE episode 1
William S. Burroughs- shot and killed his wife joan while trying to reenact the story of William Tell. (Oops) died 1997 of heart attack...
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Thursday Feb 02, 2006

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Long frustrating day. I awoke(unfortunately) again to hopes of a day full of pleasurable human interaction. Instead, I experienced needy(lazy), ignorant, and ungrateful creatures that somehow found their way into my life. I seem to be a magnet for people who smoke cigarettes without EVER buying any. Why should they? It's ONLY a cigarette, right? Except, it's only a cigarette to each of the ten...
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odette:
you know, if you just quit smoking you wouldnt have this problem tongue wink
abyssia:
my pithy reply was sucked into the vortex of "Timmy" frown

Wednesday Jan 25, 2006

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skull there's new pics of me,standing next to my new friend,who curiously looks alot like these smilies. skull
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crestfallen:
Hello ladies and gents...
I just read a book, that could be an excellent read for both guys and gals. It's called "SHE COMES FIRST" A Thinking Man's Guide to Pleasuring A Woman. It's written by Ian Kerner, Ph.D.
This is an interesting and very informative look into the female anatomy. He basically, well, not basically but very specifically explains how the whole alpha-male ideal about BIG PENIS=BIG ORGASM is bullshit, and that, just cause guys say things like, "man, I fucked the SHIT out of her!" does'nt mean that she was actually pleased. (although, there certainly are some who ARE pleased with just penetration, and no oral sex. Are these women the exception, or the rule?) I sure as hell don't know. Anyone with any thoughts on the subject should check this book out. I'd be interested to know what anyone thinks as well. wink

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crestfallen:
another session (downtrodden)

Sits across from me, guarded by her desk
Invisible boundry separating the "sick" from all the rest.

tales are told, the ashtray fills,
dreams of FUCK, sluts and pills.

went too far, want too much.
still held back, and never got enough.

loathe myself, hate me whole.
devoid of life, despite my soul.

I could learn, i'd feel new,
if I could see--from under your shoe...

Monday Jan 16, 2006

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Hey everyone! I just joined, so I don't have any pics yet. Soon, i'll post some pics of the signing that some of the girls came to philly for.
abyssia:
Hey - nice to meet you. What are you studying? If you send me a pic you would like to post on your profile, I will size it properly for you - otherwise they can look stretched or squished... Don't want that! shocked

Welcome! kiss