My living situation has gloriously changed. I share a space with the most important person in my life, and I could'nt be happier. We've turned a tricky situation into one that would appear to be well-planned and thought out!
I've recently been thinking alot of the idea of destruction being necessary for creation...This initially came about through research on the hindu goddess Kali. (an interesting podcast on this can be heard on Viking youth power hour). This subject of destruction/creation, or, the idea of something "good" coming out of something "bad" seems to have manifested, or incorporated itself into my personal life, at about the same time as this research. BUT!! The difference, I believe is, is that.....I have achieved such great happiness out of a bad situation, but with that came an anger, and hatred like I've never known. So now, I'm trying to learn how to get rid of this anger, without causing any destruction!!!! I do not believe that my anger, and subsequent destruction because of it, will "create" anything positive. So I will not be dispelling my anger through destructive means, even though that is the first remedy I think of. And why will I not do this?
--Because I realized that I'm much more in love with love, than in love with anger. Love has created so much more for me, than anger or destruction ever could.
I've recently been thinking alot of the idea of destruction being necessary for creation...This initially came about through research on the hindu goddess Kali. (an interesting podcast on this can be heard on Viking youth power hour). This subject of destruction/creation, or, the idea of something "good" coming out of something "bad" seems to have manifested, or incorporated itself into my personal life, at about the same time as this research. BUT!! The difference, I believe is, is that.....I have achieved such great happiness out of a bad situation, but with that came an anger, and hatred like I've never known. So now, I'm trying to learn how to get rid of this anger, without causing any destruction!!!! I do not believe that my anger, and subsequent destruction because of it, will "create" anything positive. So I will not be dispelling my anger through destructive means, even though that is the first remedy I think of. And why will I not do this?
--Because I realized that I'm much more in love with love, than in love with anger. Love has created so much more for me, than anger or destruction ever could.