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Tomorrow I'm 17 weeks along.

I'm still down 4 lbs from my pre prego weight but I eat whatever I feel like eating. I also drink lots of water and have plenty of fiber in the form of whole grains and fruits and veggies on an almost daily basis. I don't really think about it. It's just what I feel like eating most of the...
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I've never had a book make me cry like this one.

I'm reading birthing from within by pam england.

The information is wonderful and the stories are wonderful. I feel like im learning so much. Its made me realize that so far I haven't had too warped of an outlook on birth.
I was afraid when I started reading it that it would leave me...
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This kid is starting to freak me out.
I'm afraid for when it actually starts moving so I can feel it.

I'm 15 weeks and should be done with the morning sickness thing. Which I mostly am. Unless I wake up before 9 am. In which case I usually feel fine and then start randomly gagging and sometimes throw up without feeling nauseous.

I can't...
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I took out my belly piercing last night. I think i'll miss it but i dont want to deal with putting the plastic bar in.
My belly button looks huge now without anything filling it up. Ive had it in for 5 years. It was my first step into body modification.

i dont know if i will replace it or not. i guess it depends...
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Owwww! Growing pains.

I thought the period cramps were bad but jeez.... cant they be spread out a little more rather a whole bunch at one time!?
Surely he's not growing that much RIGHT NOW

So apparently the straight side of me is shrinking. Not that im less attracted to E (except when im nauseus, which is often) just penis's in general.
I was shopping for some really gay looking white mesh shirts for the guys at work, per the director, and there were penis's everywhere!
I tried to avoid them with scrolling tactics but they just wouldnt go away....
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Blegh!
Sick, sick, sick.
I'm sick for over half the day now. Baby is making it's presence known.
Normally I just feel deathly ill and nauseous all morning and throw up once in the process of trying to get ready for work.

I've tried all the usual morning sickness remedies. Crackers. ginger in tea. phenegrin pills. water and other fluids. B6 vitamins. eating through the...
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So were having a baby.

A real baby. Not a miscarriage. Not a joke. It's real.

I'm so nervous now. Less worried. We saw a heartbeat and a little squiggly baby on the ultrasound. My progesterone is about half what it should be so I'm starting to take prometrium to keep me from having a miscarriage and to prevent any other complications.

Other than that...
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