I really think I kind wanna get married. Or just proposed too. I've sorta been avoiding it for about 2 years now. I think I might be ok with it now. Maybe.
I'm so hesitant because of all the girls my age I know who have gotten all giddy and ridiculous about marriage and weddings and then gotten divorced or dumped. And I Kinda did the same thing last time around.
I don't really know how to respond or feel about a second wedding. Do I get all excited and post pictures of my ring on facebook? Or tell my family? (who I never talk to) Do I act like its my first wedding and give myself leave to act like a ridiculous, demanding bride?
What kind of dress is appropriate? Should we even have a real wedding?
Stuff that's been running through my mind since I got divorced I guess.
I really want to find a place to move too.
Maybe I just really want something to move in the direction of change.
I'm so hesitant because of all the girls my age I know who have gotten all giddy and ridiculous about marriage and weddings and then gotten divorced or dumped. And I Kinda did the same thing last time around.
I don't really know how to respond or feel about a second wedding. Do I get all excited and post pictures of my ring on facebook? Or tell my family? (who I never talk to) Do I act like its my first wedding and give myself leave to act like a ridiculous, demanding bride?
What kind of dress is appropriate? Should we even have a real wedding?
Stuff that's been running through my mind since I got divorced I guess.
I really want to find a place to move too.
Maybe I just really want something to move in the direction of change.
*hugs*
Change is good. Focus on a goal and work toward it. Hell reorganize a room in the house, sometimes letting the chi flow in a different direction can really help.