creolla

I feel like im being pulled in two different directions. On the one hand my current job is pulling me to stay. My gm has fired several people. One of whom used to really frustrate me and its given me alot more freedom. Hes still laying people off from budget cuts but he's made it clear he wants me to stay no matter what it takes. Even letting me choose my hours and days that i work and asked me to write up a proposal for how i want next year to work! He's never been so flexible since ive known him.
On the other hand i'm finally setting up my personal sewing shop on etsy and i've always wanted to work for myself.
But, i have no idea how much money i would make selling my creations and working from home and, lets face it. I work because i need to get paid not because i like too.
I guess i'll just have to wait and see what happens. I dont want to work here again unless im not miserable and i get more time to do real life stuff. Im sick of never doing anything because i dont have time