As I get old(er) Im only 26, I learn something new everyday.
1. being afraid of the dark is stupid, I need to get over it
2. I need to slow the fuck down, Im always in a rush
3. patience IS a virtue and I need to learn it
4. No one just changes, they will always be that person
5. Nothing makes you happy except true happiness
These are just the things I learned yesterday!! I dont know where my life is headed these days. I feel stuck. Like someone presses re-peat every night before I go to bed. Yes, I have three kids. Yes, I am married. But why does this mean I have to live so routine. Theres no excitement, no spontaneity. *cliche' alert* Weekends are made for fun!!! So why do we do the same shit every weekend!!! (sit on the couch and stare at eachother) Im all about relaxing and watching movies, but not when thats all we do. My husband is such a homebody. Dosnt want to do anything. Practiclly dragged him out on his 30th bday!!! I dont have to go out everyweekend and get crunk...even day time activitys would be nice. Family things ya know. Beach day or something!! We live in Florida for christ sakes. Its not just these petty things. It goes so much deeper. We have completly lost any emotional connection. We both seem so miserable and unhappy. I just dont know where to go from here, or if this is salvagable.
"Remeber this: Nothing is written in the stars. Not these stars, nor any others. No one controls your destiny." Wicked
1. being afraid of the dark is stupid, I need to get over it
2. I need to slow the fuck down, Im always in a rush
3. patience IS a virtue and I need to learn it
4. No one just changes, they will always be that person
5. Nothing makes you happy except true happiness
These are just the things I learned yesterday!! I dont know where my life is headed these days. I feel stuck. Like someone presses re-peat every night before I go to bed. Yes, I have three kids. Yes, I am married. But why does this mean I have to live so routine. Theres no excitement, no spontaneity. *cliche' alert* Weekends are made for fun!!! So why do we do the same shit every weekend!!! (sit on the couch and stare at eachother) Im all about relaxing and watching movies, but not when thats all we do. My husband is such a homebody. Dosnt want to do anything. Practiclly dragged him out on his 30th bday!!! I dont have to go out everyweekend and get crunk...even day time activitys would be nice. Family things ya know. Beach day or something!! We live in Florida for christ sakes. Its not just these petty things. It goes so much deeper. We have completly lost any emotional connection. We both seem so miserable and unhappy. I just dont know where to go from here, or if this is salvagable.
"Remeber this: Nothing is written in the stars. Not these stars, nor any others. No one controls your destiny." Wicked
indiebuddhist:
Sometimes couples fall in the the complacency routine. What feels normal, never deviate... It takes work to ignite some " spontaneity ". And it takes work to get out of a rut as well.